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I ponder on a thought a moment of my soul weakening
a thought that comes so eagerly in the mind of a walking babe
I have no moment of clarity or a thought that mite bring me to my self
and so my moment goes on leaving nothing in it's place
I have this felling of a black hole a peering but in the end when I thought it was to
devour me I find it was not it was just
The End
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The Buddha
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Your worst enemy cannot harm you as much
as your own unguarded thoughts.
Develop the mind of equilibrium.
You will always be getting praise and blame,
but do not let either affect the poise of the mind:
follow the calmness, the absence of pride.
Sutta Nipata
One day Ananda, who had been thinking deeply about things for a while, turned to the Buddha and exclaimed:
"Lord, I've been thinking- spiritual friendship is at least half of the spiritual life!"
The Buddha replied: "Say not so, Ananda, say not so. Spiritual friendship is the whole of the spiritual life!"
Samyutta Nikaya, Verse 2
In what is seen, there should be just the seen;
In what is heard, there should be just the heard;
In what is sensed, there should be just the sensed;
In what is thought, there should be just the thought.
He should not kill a living being, nor cause it to be killed, nor should he incite another to kill.
Do not injure any being, either strong or weak in the world.
Sutta Nipata II,14
These teachings are like a raft, to be abandoned once you have crossed the flood.
Since you should abandon even good states of mind generated by these teachings,
How much more so should you abandon bad states of mind!
Conquer the angry man by love.
Conquer the ill-natured man by goodness.
Conquer the miser with generosity.
Conquer the liar with truth.
The Dhammapada
In Aryans' Discipline, to build a friendship is to build wealth,
To maintain a friendship is to maintain wealth and
To end a friendship is to end wealth.
Cakkavatti Sutta, Patika Vagga, Dighanikaya
"If beings knew, as I know, the results of sharing gifts, they would not enjoy their gifts without sharing them with others, nor would the taint of stinginess obsess the heart and stay there. even if it were their last and final bit of food, they would not enjoy its use without sharing it, if there were anyone to receive it"
Itivuttaka 18
One should follow a man of wisdom who rebukes one for one's faults, as one would follow a guide to some buried treasure.
To one who follows such a wise man, it will be an advantage and not a disadvantage.
Dhammapada 76
A brahmin once asked The Blessed One:
"Are you a God?"
"No, brahmin" said The Blessed One.
"Are you a saint?"
"No, brahmin" said The Blessed One.
"Are you a magician?"
"No, brahmin" said The Blessed One.
"What are you then?"
"I am awake."
See the truth, and you will see me.
Let your love flow outward through the universe,
To its height, its depth, its broad extent,
A limitless love, without hatred or enmity.
Then as you stand or walk,
Sit or lie down,
As long as you are awake,
Strive for this with a one-pointed mind;
Your life will bring heaven to earth.
Sutta Nipata
Thousands of candles can be lit from a single candle,
and the life of the candle will not be shortened.
Happiness never decreases by being shared.
I teach one thing and one only:
that is, suffering and the end of suffering.
Just as a mother would protect with her life her own son, her only son,
so one should cultivate an unbounded mind towards all beings, and loving-kindness towards all the world.
One should cultivate an unbounded mind, above and below and across, without obstruction, without enmity, without rivalry.
Standing, or going, or seated, or lying down, as long as one is free from drowsiness, one should practice this mindfulness.
This, they say, is the holy state here.
Sutta Nipata
What is this world condition?
Body is the world condition.
And with body and form goes feeling, perception, consciousness, and all the activities throughout the world.
The arising of form and the ceasing of form--everything that has been heard, sensed, and known, sought after and reached by the mind--all this is the embodied world, to be penetrated and realized.
Samyutta Nikaya
Make an island of yourself,
make yourself your refuge;
there is no other refuge.
Make truth your island,
make truth your refuge;
there is no other refuge.
Digha Nikaya, 16
Solitude is happiness for one who is content, who has heard the Dhamma and clearly sees.
Non-affliction is happiness in the world - harmlessness towards all living beings.
Udana 10
The fool thinks he has won a battle when he bullies with harsh speech,
but knowing how to be forbearing alone makes one victorious.
Samyutta Nikaya I, 163
Things are not what they appear to be: nor are they otherwise.
Surangama Sutra
Do not pursue the past.
Do not lose yourself in the future.
The past no longer is.
The future has not yet come.
Looking deeply at life as it is.
In the very here and now, the practitioner dwells in stability and freedom.
We must be diligent today.
To wait until tomorrow is too late.
Death comes unexpectedly.
How can we bargain with it?
The sage calls a person who knows how to dwell in mindfulness night and day,
'one who knows the better way to live alone.'
Bhaddekaratta Sutta
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Well heres my first blog
My journey is turning out to be easier then I expected, my research has brought me to the same conclusion though and I have to just let it be, I try to heard to be like everyone ales around me and yet I am not. I am not one to be down about my condition or even have a bad view on it but at times it is very controlling like it's trying to come out at me and eat me or take me. But I am not going to let it, I know I have my moments like everyone ales and that I am just felling the energy of the world going to hell but really do I have to keep felling the same way every time I'm trying to way things out in my head? I know I always come out in the end fine and at these moments I need my donor more often but really do I need the headaches and sensitivity to light do I? GEE!I never asked for this, if I did why would I really? I think it's just one of those days and I wished at times I would wake up and it would all be different but why do that when it's not.
I am going to let it be and by righting it here in my first blog it's going to be okay.
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I do not consider myself apart of the "Vampire" community merely in it; I am a Vampyrian! My only Community is here with my Family. Most in the Vampire community like to play human and most are not really Vampires. I am sure not all here are 100% real or Vampires but at least we don't play human and flood the posts with Drama they love to feed on...
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About Predatory Vampyrism and other occasions
I have been shot down on several occasions because of my predatory Vampyrism beliefs however if you hunt for your food you are a predator; so it is not always an evil to be a predator. Whether you kill what you hunt or just go out to gather energy it is predatory. I have also been accused of being overly egotistical as a Vampyr because of my belief that we are above humans on the food chain because we feed on them. However I do not think we are top of the food chain as there is not top of the food chain; something always feeds on something else. I know there are creatures above us especially since we are still also human higher spirits (even the pure Vampyr Spirits) could easily feed on us. At least I and most in the community DO NOT kill and completely devour or prey! We only use what we need and they usually do not not notice as I am not one to hurt anyone.
© Father JP Vanir
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Emotional Vampyres good and bad ect
Despite the popular belief in the community Emotional Vampyres as well are still Vampyres as well as those who kill for what they NEED. Emotional Vampyrism is still a form of Vampyrism as well. There are many of us who feed on depression, pain, and Anxiety which a much need form of emotional Vampyrism for many (esp those who need it and certain Other kin who have far too much) as well anger as long as we know how to convert it or let it drag us in (down). Certain emotions like anger and depression I would not recommend for everyone who is overly sensitive to such things but that is up to you...
© Founding Father J P Vanir Of TempleUVUP
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I have been inspired to write this to encourage all those who happen to read this to prey over the meals you eat as well as over your life force givers - donors for what they give to you as Blood and any essence of life is very sacred and should be respected. You should give your "donors" and all those you take from (including the food you eat) respect and adoration for the precious gift they offer to you. I always prey over the meals I eat for what I receive from it as well as the energy's and blood I receive...
© Father JP Vanir
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Interrupted Tantric Astral Feeding...
I was woke up this late morning with hard on and completely out of it for a good hour but yet my yet my energy was higher then normal. This is when you know you you have had Interrupted Tantric Astral Feeding and it sucks to have that Interrupted LOL. This is the second time this month this has happened but at least I felt the good feeding after so maybe it is not such a bad thing?
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Naturally Spiritual Creatures
My personal belief is that Vampyres are naturally Spiritual creatures as we feed on Energy and the ambient left over life force or Spirit...
© Father JP Vanir
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Interesting question for the day or actually next day (Sunday)
If our nation is supposed to have gone through separation of church and state then why do we still celibate Sunday as the day of rest when all the Government offices are closed (including the post office). I do believe some Government offices are open or workers sometimes work on Saturday but NOT on god forbid Sunday? Whats up with that?
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Drama book (Facebook) is taking over the world
As most know I am pretty anti-Facebook and I only have an account there to keep up with the world and its demands. However to me Facebook should be renamed DRAMA BOOK (as I have deemed it) as that all I seem to find there; along with fighting, bickering, name calling, fighting, and bashing ect (not to mention a large number of pedophiles). I honestly do not understand why it is so popular? I guess because it is simple (except on editing your privacy settings and such; as it is not safe or private at all) and user friendly maybe? The biggest thing I hate is they FORCE you to use your real birth name though some have fooled them they wont let me get away with it; now my family will find every thing about me I wanted to keep from them; luckily only my brother has found me so far but thats bad enough.
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What is Spiritual Energy Dancing?
I now Consider myself a Spiritual Energy Dancer which means I feed on the energies around me best while dancing. Dancing to me is when I am at my most spiritual state and it is easiest for the energies to come to me. Even listening to music adds in this as well. I now understand that every one of us has our own unique way or method of feeding; this may be why there are so many ways and methods of feeding.
© Father JP Vanir
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Pathetic so called community (personal rant)
I am rather pissed at the so called "Vampire" community. I have tried to find my true path since puberty through several "communities" be it Christian, Goth, Pagan, raver, Satanism, Vampire what have you and they are full of hypocrites and bull shit! I suppose it is like that everywhere. So I now have decided to say to hell with the labels and be your own community of ONE.
This has been the past months from hell! We had a serious stupid issue in chat that was not because of me directed towards me but of course it is my fault she was suspended then decided to leave and that was just an small start of hell month for me. I am not going to deny the mistakes I have made in the past but to bring it up many years later (5-6 then one small one months ago witch I am fixing as well as apologized for), claim me Sin Nomine (only 5 houses or maybe 20 according to Zaar out of 250 known houses/ temples/ covens) not to mention outcast me public ally in the Vampire community news. This issue has cause chaos all over and the stress had me insane smoking 2 - 3 cloves in one day as apposed to one in one or sometimes two days. Not to mention they just so happen to proclaim a vampire justice system in dumbass wraiths blood bank witch I was baned from for no reason the second I joined it as well as the Vampire Information Exchange on drama book because of the Sin Nomine.
Then to top it off I have been stabbed in the back repeatedly by so called friends! I tried to come back to the community after the crap started months ago because I really want to believe this is the community for me as I thought Vampires where my kin but I guess its like they say you can't pick you blood/kin but you can pick your true friends and family! Still I often seem to make mistakes there choosing my associates, those I try to help, my friends, and who I trust just to get stabbed in the back and brought down with them or because of them - what they do. I AM VAMPYRIAN and that is it and will no longer claim this so called "Vampire" community as my community! I will try to help who I can but try to keep a wall up as to not get hurt again. The ONLY family have is my offline blood/family, the few friends who have shown me they deserve my trust as well as those who have been true friends to me, and my Vampyrian TempleUVUP family. That is all...
I have been being good for quite some time and hopefully eventually I will be forgiven by those involved though I am not even sure who they all are. I have not posted anything with my signature so people think I was trying to steal it or in years or have forgotten to post a link or author in that except one thing many months ago but I am again truly sorry. This hurts me to swallow my pride but I know it is something I need to do though as a leo I am too afraid to admit my wrongs. I would like to be forgiven eventually from the general community BUT as for RK Coon I have no respect for him and really could care less as well as wraiths although I do have a bit more respect for him for what he has done even though as of lately I have a HUGE issue with him so I could care less...
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About The Temple and accusations we have received...
The Vampyrian TempleUVUP has been accused of being a cult similar to Temple of the "Vampire" BUT I am very much against Temple of the "Vampire". However we DO NOT tell you what you must believe and then ban you for disagreeing; that is what cults do and we DO NOT do that. We have many different people with many different paths and although we do have a main outlining path we do not tell you you have to follow us to the nose. Nor do we steal you from your family and friends and give you poisonous fruit punch, LOL.
We are an eclectic Vampyr Temple for Vampyrian Spirituality, Divinity, unity, support, & strength. The whole purpose is to unite and educate the Vampyr community on its abilities, capabilities, beginnings as well as focus on the spirituality of Vampyrism. Vampyrian Spirituality is based in Vampyrism as we are very Spiritual souls but we do not push our personal beliefs on anyone. We ask everyone to seek there own truth and find Spiritual truth for them selves. We do not even ask you to give us your money as that is for our dedicated members to help with such things if they are able.
We even have our blogs, forums, and most groups open to public view as we are not secretive unlike cults. We are very open and honest and the information is there for everyone to see. Unfortunately there are several "Vampire" sites that will not let you see there site unless you first join the site and give them another number to be counted. They keep there information and knowledge hidden from the rest of the world and remain secretive. I understand protecting your members but that is usually considered CULT activity (as occult means secret and is the basis for the word cult) though some of theses group want to call me a cult leader I would NEVER do that as I believe the world has a tight to know and learn so they may understand and figure out if they are a kindred spirit...
***DISCLAIMER FROM FATHER JP VANIR: Unless I put © Founding Father J P Vanir I am NOT claiming that I wrote my posts on the site/network. We are a ECLECTIC (Universal) Temple and not everything here is my personal beliefs. I am a THEOLOGIST first and want my Temple to be open to know about ALL possible beliefs/religions/spiritualities. I DO NOT know it all but wish to teach what I have researched over the many years of my Spiritual awakening to the present. Thank you...
© Founding Father J P Vanir
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"Emotions = Weakness BUT I want everyone to LOVE ME."
© Father JP Vanir
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All my Blogs old and new on myspace (original blog site)
http://www.myspace.com/chrstvampyre/blog
May 9, 2006
Current mood: contemplative
The many lives Ive seen...
The many Lives I have lived...
I tire of them all, I tire of existing...
Forever and ever again...
Dead souls everywhere...
But not mine For My Soul will never die...
Just to rest, just to sleep eternally...
For be done with all this pain...
All this suffering, lost loves, and misery...
How could anyone want this, to never rest?
how could anyone want this,
Bleeding the world dry?
Call me Vampyre, Call me Devil, or Demon...
Neverending Darkness is always best...
But it has a price of solitude and lonlelness inside...
And neverending death and rest...
Undead Souls will always come back for more...
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Humans and all life forms are parasitic by nature.
Humans and all life forms are parasitic by nature.
As babies we take food, life, and our mother’s energy to live. When we all first start out this is how are life begins and even after that we all most kill something to live be it plant or animal but yet we as Vampires are called the parasites and leaches? Gives you something to think about?
© Founding Father J P Vanir
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The Vampyr (otherkin) condition and why they think we are schizophrenic?
I have been doing a lot of thinking about Human Vampyrism and my beliefs about what we are (as usual). Since we are a form of OtherKin as well as Human It makes since to why many psychologists want to label us as schizophrenic as well as bipolar because of mood changes due to feeding too much or not enough. I am by no means saying ALL Vampyres are mentally insane or anything it just shows me how they can assume these things because of our condition. Just a thought I had today, perhaps more to come…
© Founding Father J P Vanir
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Lies about ME, GO FIGURE
Politics, Drama & Vampires Oh My!
by Skylar Cole on Thursday, January 6, 2011 at 11:50am
Lately there have been a lot of things going on in the online vampire community. From someone writing articles under a false name to others spreading spam and fake organizations. I say enough. Why must this go on? I'm relatively new, been around and quiet for several years. I don't claim to be anyone special or fantastic, but I have a right to have my opinions heard.
I first came into the community through a "House in Virginia. This house shall remain nameless throughout this entire editorial. I was invited to Virginia to live. Being a young fool I did so and lived there for several months. While there I read the books of the Strigoi Vii Outer Traditions. Liber Jahira, Bellah, and Calmae. I thought, WOW this is for me. Boy was I wrong. I am legally blind, I say this because it plays a part in my story. I get SSI because I cannot legally work. So what?? So one month my payment was late. I had a gun put to my head because this so called "Lord" and "Keeper of the Veil" was pissed. So I left and made my way to Ohio.
While I was living in VA I ran into a temple located in ohio and was invited up to live with them. This time i did some investigation and found it was safe and sane ^.^ I came to OH and the first day here the"founder" of this temple left me stranded at the bus station. He made excuses and lied. My new best friends and mentors, who shall also remain nameless picked me up and brought me home after staying at the station for a night. So now, two years down the road, we are no long affiliated with this "temple." I wanted to state that for sure because there are allogations going around of myself being a backstabbing lier.
I try to keep my hands free of drama and politics, but this has gone on too long and someone needs to stop it. Drama with a fake charactor shouldn't be permitted among individuals who are trying to better themselves and have intellectual debates and discussions.
***MY SIDE:
Actually it was me who was going to pick him up and Samilyn stated "We should let him deal, its his fault for not calling ahead and making arrangements first" and wanted to leave him stranded. I liked Skylor a lot but Samilyn is a manipulator and took most of my friends away from me. I would like to be his friend but she has a way of controlling people I don't know why they believe her but they do? She almost took my Temple down, she did steal the temple property (land/house) away, and wanted to take the temple from me. Thankfully things are back on track. I have worked my but off for this temple and those in the community as it is all I have after my wife and child. I am a protector and try to be a peace keeper but helping people just seems to hurt me in the end. I guess I will never learn but it is apart of who and what I am. You are free to make your own choices obviously and I respect every one for that no matter what. You wont be the first friend I have lost and Im sure not that last as many hate me because of my spirituality.
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I am stuck in remembrance of the past when I had friends feeling alive and free…
I have always been myself and could never be ashamed to be just me…
No one seems to understand us nor just myself truly…
In a world of sheep the goats are never truly excepted nor free…
It’s a lonely world for the Phreaks like me…
But yet even among the Phreaks I feel so lonely?
Even among my own kind there is nothing for me down here…
Forever hungry it seems -
Forever never satisfied -
Never able to relax forever I fear?
Are we truly emotionally wreaked only to hurt in the end?
I try so hard to escape or mend
I know emotions are only weakness
But one good friend is all I ask in this mess
Someone who actually stays
Anyways
But that is selfish I guess
And why would I dare condemn others to my own mess
I have nothing but pain and I can only take as that is what I am
PAIN – HURT – SUFFERING For the true Lonely Phreaks
We are not meant to be here and there is nothing for us here
One day we may return to where everything is clear (I hope soon)…
© Father JP Vanir
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A Vampyres Social Stigma Surfaces
I have come to the conclusion that being a Vampyr is not always a great thing. I have noticed that I have been guilty of using people, being way too prideful and selfish. I want to believe I am helping people in the temple and that is the whole point of it but sometimes I wonder. I have been told this by many of my "friends" and even my mom. That is probably why I lost the old friends I used to have but the some of them did the same to me and stabbed me in the back? I even wonder how long I am going to be able to afford this temple but I keep seem to give up because it is my baby and my purpose but sometimes that isn't even enough...
© Father J P Vanir
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Our Creed (You do not have to believe everything, but this is what Father J P Vanir believes):
Our Creed (You do not have to believe everything, but this is what Founding Father J P Vanir believes):
~ As Vampyres we should know the difference between are Donors or other human friends and our other Vampyr companions. Being as we are half human half demigod, Angel, or Demon (not as the Christian Demons being evil but Being of Darkness). We are above them on the food chain but we also must respect them for they give us what we need…
~ We should never be ashamed of what we are but embrace our Darkness or deny what we are...
~ As Vampyres we should know that we each have the same abilities, needs and hunger though some are stronger than others…
~ As Vampyres we all have a Vampyr soul, live each life as a Vampyr, and our soul will never eternally rest...
~ As Vampyres we all should not try to make ourselves sick by starving ourselves because we think it is bad to borrow energy or life force as they all will get it back and will not suffer as much as we do for the lack of it...
~ As Vampyres we must never kill/harm our own kind or the innocent…
(c) Founding Father J P Vanir
Vampyrian Ethics: I believe rules are necessary for survival and survival of others:
1. You should not WASTE or disregard (food - resources): A Vampyr should not waste what he is given or treat what he is given in a disrespectful manner. He or she should honor what he is given and give appreciation for it…
2. You should not murder with out a legitimate reason (like food): Killing is waste and a crime if not for food or punishment of a crime…
3. You should not STEAL from KIN or family (stealing from others should be for necessities): Again stealing is against the law and is a violation of the place in which we live…
4. You should not HARM KIN, Life Force Givers, or the innocent with out a legitimate reason: We must be respectful of those around us unless they first harm us…
5. You should not PUSH you beliefs or anything on others: We are all free to believe as we wish…
6. You should not HARM or Destroy nature with out a legitimate reason or the natural balance of life: We must respect the World we live in and keep the natural resources we are given…
***I am not recommending that we break the human laws as that would bring our community down and that is for the area in which you live legal system to do. We must respect this world in which we reside…
(c) Founding Father J P Vanir
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Vampyr – Life Giver (Donor) Contract:
Vampyr – Life Giver (Donor) Contract:
*A. First and foremost the Life giver should be blood tested as well as STD tested, make there Vampyr aware of the results, and any changes in the results. They also need to let there Vampyr know of any medications/drugs they are taking. *
B. This contract is to promote the continued safety of our most precious gift, the Life giver, and what the Life giver freely gives to us, their life’s energy and there essence.
C. The Life Giver as well as the Vampyr must also take into regard the Blood or Life Bond and make sure to screen there potential Vampyr – Life giver.
Life Giver Rights:
• The Life giver has can freely refuse to give of them self at ANY point in time for ANY reason as well as end the Vampyr – Life giver relationship for ANY reason.
• They also must also be given time to regain there energy after being fed from.
• It is the Vampyres responsibility to make sure there Life giver is ok after being fed from as it can be a relaxing experience (that they don’t pass out) and treated with the utmost respect for what they freely give of them selves.
• It is also the Vampyres responsibility to pay for testing if the Life giver does not have the means to pay for it.
• It is the Vampyres responsibility to provide the safety of there Life giver and also to educate them on the proper ways to give/donate as well as the Habits of Vampyres.
• It is the Vampyres responsibility to find a way to provide transportation for the Life giver, provide funds for transportation, or walk them to a safe location if it is near by.
(c) Founding Father J P Vanir and Lady Aromaura
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Our Vampyrian Rituals (from new book)
Our Vampyrian Rituals:
*** Just a note: If a Mother/Father is not available the position can be substituted for an initiate or lower position
Vampyrian Spiritual Father/Mother – A teacher and spiritual leader of the Vampyrian Spirituality.
There are 3 ranks:
1. Founding Father/Mother - Eldest Father/Mother – The highest magistrate and/or spiritual leader.
2. Formal Father/Mother – One who aids and performs rituals when the Eldest or Founding Father cannot.
3. Awakening Father/Mother – Just joining and learning (potential)
o PREPERATIONS FOR A VAMPYRIAN RITUAL:
1. Salt to keep out negative energy and loss of energy…
2. Incense on the altar for aroma and offering your blessings to the gods and goddesses…
3. Candles for the altar. Red represents blood or life force - Black represents the shadows, hidden knowledge or knowledge wishing to be gained – Silver represents psychic energy and the moon…
We must first consecrate the Temple through Tantric energy or the spilling of the Fathers blood (small amount on the altar). We must have Temple scroll keepers or
Life force givers to make sure there are no interruptions to the Spiritual energy during the ritual…
During the Ritual it is suggested that join hands during the beginning first to balance each others energy out. After this has happened we then begin the ritual…
Ritual closing:
Remove the salt from the floor; snuff the candles, and the incense…
(c) Founding Father J P Vanir
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Vampyrian Spirituality and Vampyrian Tongue (as well as the majority of the Vampyre community:
What is this Vampyrian Spirituality?
I consider myself as Vampyrian. I want the community to be united in its knowledge of what Vampyrism is and what we are capable of as Vampyr and Human; I also believe Vampyres are spiritual beings and this is my spirituality as well as what I am. I believe in many deities as well as Satanism, Luciferianism, Paganism, Christian, Eastern Spirituality,Judaism, Egyptian Spirituality, and Spiritual Humanism BUT most importantly I am my own God as we all are as Vampyres. I believe in Vampyrism as a part of my life as well as my spirituality and what makes Vampyrism a Spiritual condition is that though we are humans we have a Vampyr Spirit or Soul so we are both Human as well as Demi-God. I believe Layla is my dark mother; my personal belief is that Vampyrism is a product of her as well as the Fallen Angels, Demons, or Gods who decided to come to this realm mated with human females who bore Vampyr children.
The Vampyrian TempleUVUP is a United Vampyrian Universal (eclectic)Pagan Templein Ohio founded Dec. 18, 2003; though we have members from all over. Our belief isall religions have there basis in truth as well as not and by trying to understand each other we may come closer to the real truth. The Pentagram is a nature symbol in the Pagan Spirituality; it represents mankind as well in other faiths(as shown below) and the inverted Pentagram most likely represents Other kin(Vampyres) such as us; this is MY (Founding Father J P Vanir's) personal belief…
The Vampyrian Creed:
~As Vampyres we should know the difference between are Donors or other human friends and our other Vampyr companions. Being as we are half human half demigod, Angel, or Demon (not as the Christian Demons being evil but Being of Darkness). We are above them on the food chain but we also must respect them for they give us what we need…
~ We should never be ashamed of what we are but embrace our Darkness or deny what we are...
~ As Vampyres we should know that we each have the same abilities, needs and hunger though some are stronger than others…
~ As Vampyres we all have a Vampyr soul, live each life as a Vampyr, and our soul will never eternally rest...
~ As Vampyres we all should not try to make ourselves sick by starving ourselves because we think it is bad to borrow energy or life force as they all will get it back and will not suffer as much as we do for the lack of it...
~ As Vampyres we must never kill/harm our own kind or the innocent…
(c) Founding Father J P Vanir
The Vampyrian Shadow Tongue is as follows (as well as the majority of the Vampyre community:
The *Starred * terms are terms our Vampyrian Spirituality though some other spirituality's have used the terms as well. The rest are used by the majority of the Vampyr community.
The Realms:
*Holy Realms – The home of the holy Gods and beings of light.
*Astral Realm – The spiritual realm just above the physical realm in which the soul travels during astral projection and spirits stay who do not wish to pass on to the next life.
*Other Realms –The realm of other kin that are not of the Shadows.
*Physical Realm – The realm that the physical body inhabits; the seen or known.
*Shadow Realm (the) – The underworld or realm of Vampyres and all Dark kin.
Terminology:
Adjourned – Over as in an end to a meeting, Ritual, or chat (Meeting is adjourned).
Ambient Vampyr – A Vampyr who feeds on Ambient Energy. Ambient Energy is the excess energy people leave behind.
*Aroma Vampyrism - Feeding by smelling your target; breathing in the energy also works.
*Astral realm (the) – The spiritual realm just above the physical realm in which the soul travels during astral projection and spirits stay who do not wish to pass on to the next life.
Astral projection – a point at which your spirit leaves your body to feed (often at night during your sleep).
Astral Vampyrism - Feeding through astral projection or astral magick.
There are several methods of Astral feeding to enhance the amount of Life force or Energy you get as well as effect the way the Target, Victim, or Life Giver perceives this Feeding. These methods often charges up a great amount of energy as it awakens strong emotions in you target or victim.
1. Night Terror* or Fear Factor: This method is used to terrorize or scare your target or victim and they often believe they are having a nightmare (Fear as well as pain are very strong source of energy)…
2. Tantric Eroticism*: A method using sexual overtones or having sex with your Target during your night feedings (Sex and orgasm is a very strong source of energy)…
3. Ritual or Dramatic*: Using ritual symbolism or dramatic over tones to your night visitation during feeding. (These can also release high energy levels)…
Aura – The energy shell surrounding a person that is easiest to feed from; it is the excess life force each person gives off when feeding on ambient energy.
Awakening – Becoming Aware of your Vampyr nature.
*Aye – Yes or let it be so.
*Banished – Excommunicated, Sin Nomine (with out name), Banned, or kicked out of the community.
Beacon – An energy signature Vampyres tend to give off to recognize other Vampyres.
Blood Bars - Rumored underground haven’s that are very secretive said to have stored blood for reserves.
Blood bond or *Life Force bond – A bond between a Vampyr and there LFG that becomes stronger over much feeding and can be hard to break so be cautious of your donors that they are and you are stable enough for such a bond. Also a blood bond can happen between two who are entered into a Vampyric bonding of souls or marriage.
Blood Fetishist – One who is sexually turned on by blood or has an unusually love of blood. This may or may not be a Vampyr but does not make a person a Vampyr.
Blood Junkie – One who is addicted to blood and sometimes lacks control over it but not always.
Bloodletting – The physical act of extracting blood from someone.
Blood play – The act of using blood in a sexual nature as a blood fetishist would.
Chakra – the Energy Centers of the body, each relate to specific power points in which one may utilize to grow in power. You may also focus on these to drain others during Vampyric workings.
Chi or Qi – Spiritual energy, Psychic energy, or Life force contained in all living things. It is all around us as ambient energy emitting from all living things so we there for must drain from it and grow strong.
There are many points explained in several cultures but the main key points are below:
1. Spirit or Soul: The highest point of energy located in the third eye or head…
2. Pranic Center: The next highest point of energy located in the heart area of the individual…
3. Tantric: A very high energy point of Tantric or sexual Vampyres located around the genitalia…
Clinical Vampyrism - Term used to describe an obsession to drink blood in the medical community.
Coming out of the Coffin – Opening about being a Vampyr.
Court (Vampyr) – Monthly meetings in the local Vampyr Community.
Coven – See Temple or household.
Cutters – People who cut them selves and sometimes to either ease there pain or like the feel of cutting. This is not a Vampyric trait as it is a waist of our life energy and blood which is very valuable to us. This may be a donor trait however?
*Dark Blessings – Vampyr fare thee well used in the Temple.
*Dark Greetings – Vampyr Salutations or hello used in the Temple.
Donor – See Life Force giver (to Vampyres) below.
Elder – A prominent member of the Vampyr community who is respected and honored for there knowledge and experience gained.
Being in Elder is gained through ones constant awakening and can happen over many lifetimes as a Vampyr and not just this one. Every one of us is different and our awakenings and knowledge is often different.
Embrace – Like a hug but to show affection to another person or Vampyr.
Emotional Vampire (Vampyr) – A person Vampyr or not who drains people of there emotional energy often making them depressed and overly tired. The Vampyr Community is not proud of these things but it is not a common practice among Vampyres who know what they are or how to control it. This is against the common rules of the Vampyr community. Sometimes a Psychological Vampyrism and Often mentally unstable and draws attention to themselves to take in negative energy or emotions.
Energy Junkie – One who is addicted to energy in all its forms and sometimes lacks control over it but not always.
Energy Signature – The energy waves given off by each individual person and are unique to each person; this like there aura which is unique to them as well.
Fashion Vampyre – Usually not a Vampyr but just dresses up like the typical stereotype. Many Vampyres dress up to obtain energy and feed but Fashion Vampyres just want to play Vampyr but do not need to feed.
Feeding - the act of drinking blood or vital energy.
Fed from (being) – Having your energy taken or blood given to a Vampyr.
Grazing – Randomly feeding on anyone without using precautions (testing) first. This act is looked down upon because it can be very unsafe and dangerous.
Haemotomania - strong craving for blood.
Haemotophilia – A strong attraction to the taste, smell, and site of blood.
*Holy Realms (the) – The home of the holy Gods and beings of light.
Human – A normal human or someone who is not a Vampyr
Hunger (The) or the Thirst – The desire to feed and if not met could lead a Vampyr to do bad things. There are also substitutes to help calm the hunger for a Vampyr such as V8 juice, chocolate milk,Mochas, bitter coffee, or rare steaks. I have even heard that orange juice helps too.
Hunter – People looking to kill Vampyres because they are either crazy or misguided.
Hunting or to Hunt – Going out into the night in search of food (energy).
Hybrid Vampyr – See Universal Vampyr
Incubus (Tantric Vampyr) - Is Vampyr who feeds on Sexual energy;including orgasm and sexual attraction. There is also a small amount of plasma in cum. The Plural of Incubus is Incubi. A succubus is the female form of Incubus.
*Inner Temple - Members who have been initiated into the Temple and are usually pretty active in the Temple. They have been initiated into one or more of our Vampyr Order’s.
Initiated (Initiate / Initiation) – Voted into the inner membership of TempleUVUP and gone through the initiation ritual.
Latent Vampyr – One who has not realized that he is a Vampyr yet if at all? It is our job to make our kin aware of there nature if they are ready.
Life Force Giver**,Source, or Donor - One who gives a small portion of there life force energy or blood to a Vampyr companion.
They give this to us willingly and should be respected as such for the precious life they give to us voluntarily.
Lifestyler (Vampyre) – lives the lifestyle of the Vampyr; this person may or may not be a Vampyr.
**Lilithian – A follower of Lilith.
Luciferian – A follower of Lucifer.
Mundane – A normal Human
*Namaste - The God in me greets the God in you.
NeoVampire – "New age Vampire" One who studies or practices Vampyrism but is not an actual Vampyr.
“Of the Blood” – Term used for those who are Vampyres. They are of the blood.
OtherKin – Those who have souls that are other than human. Vampyres are a subcategory of this group.
*OtherRealms –The realm of Other kin that are not of the Shadows.
*Outer Temple – Most members who have joined TempleUVUP but have limited participation; they only have some knowledge and participation in the Temple.
“Out of the Coffin” - See “coming out of the coffin”
*Physical realm (the) – The realm that the physical body inhabits; The seen or known.
Pranalerian - A more traditional Term for donor or life force giver created by Rev Samilyn.
Pranavore – A more traditional Term for Vampyr or eater or human energy created by Rev Samilyn.
Prana orPranic Energy– See CHI or Life force.
Physical Vampyrism – (Touch Vampyrism) Feeding by touching someone or something.
Poser or Wanna be (wants to be) – Someone who pretends to be something they are not.
Psi Psychic or *Energy Vampyr –One who feeds on Pranic energy, Chi, or Life force.
Psychic Attack –Is an unwelcome draining of ones Psychic Energy or Life Force.
Psychological Vampyrism– Also called Emo Vampire. One who is mentally unstable and draws attention to themselves to take in negative energy or emotions.
Rogue – One who is often causing trouble or violent situations.
Role-Playeror RPGer– One who plays role playing games suck as Vampire: The Masquerade. Sometimes they take this into the Real Vampyr community and thinks games are reality; this is not something we in the Vampyr community support at all and they are often a problem.
**Sanguineus Vampyr – Blood drinker(Sanguavore or Sanguinarian).
Setian – A follower of SET.
*Shadow Realm (the) – The underworld or realm of Vampyres and all Dark kin.
Sigil or VampyrMedallion**- The symbol of a Vampyr Temple, House, or Coven.
Solitary – One who prefers remain and work alone and not with a community.
**Spiritual Father: Spiritual Leader or Leader in the Vampyr community. Often this person is an Elder and very knowledgeable in Vampyrism and the community.
Succubus – A female form of an Incubus. The plural of Succubus is Succubi.
Sympathetic Vampyrism – Becoming like a Vampyr and having Vampyr like traits. This is often a result from being overly fed from.
Tantric *Vampyr (Incubus - Succubus) – is a sexual Vampyr who feeds on sexual energy. Through sexual attraction, intercourse, and orgasmect.
Thirst (The) – See the Hunger
*Tiamatian – Follower of Tiamat.
Vamping out – Freaking out; usually from the need to feed.
Universal Vampyr - A Vampyr who feeds on both blood as well as the various forms of psychic energy. I believe all Vampyres are Universal naturally as this is in our nature though many seem to pick and choose only one or a few ways to feed for some personal reason or another; though they may not understand how to feed the other ways or may not like the taste of blood or feel for it.
Vampire (Vampyre)Aesthetic(s): The costume and look of the common Vampire Stereotypes. Aesthetics are often used to feed though the Vampyre Lifestylers often use this to look like Vampires.
**Vampyr Family – We are all Family in the Vampyr community and there are also smaller Families ineach Temple, Coven, house, or group…
Vampyr Haven – A Vampyr night club or gathering place.
Vampyr House (household) – A common group of Vampyres united under a certain theme or ideals in the Vampyr community.
**Vampyrian – My belief that Vampyrism is a Spiritual condition which is that though we are humans we have a Vampyr Spirit or Soul so we are both Human as well as Demi-God. I believe Layla is our dark mother; my personal belief is that Vampyrism is a product of her as well as the Fallen Angels, Demons, or Gods who decided to come to this realm mated with human females who bore Vampyr children or Dhampir.
*Vampyr Kin – Our brothers and sisters in the Vampyr community; other Vampyres.
*Vampyr Magick (VampyreCrafte)– The practice of manipulation energy to perform ones will to happen and change to occur through Vampyric means.
*Vampyr Temple or Coven – A Spiritual Vampyr Community such as ours who see Vampyrism as Spiritual in nature as well as a condition of the Soul.
**Vampyrian SpiritualFather/Mother– A teacher and spiritual leader of the Vampyrian Spirituality.
There are 3 ranks:
1. **Founding Father/Mother - Eldest Father/Mother – The highest magistrate and/or spiritual leader.
2. **Formal Father/Mother – One who aids and performs rituals when the Eldest or Founding Father cannot.
3. **Awakening Father/Mother – Just joining and learning (potential).
Visual Vampyrism- Feeding by focusing on your target through eye contact.
(c) Founding Father J P Vanir
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Vampyrian Spirituality and Vampyrian Tongue (as well as the majority of the Vampyre community:
What is this Vampyrian Spirituality?
I consider myself as Vampyrian. I want the community to be united in its knowledge of what Vampyrism is and what we arecapable of as Vampyr and Human; I also believe Vampyres are spiritual beingsand this is my spirituality as well as what I am. I believe in many deities aswell as Satanism, Luciferianism, Paganism, Christian, Eastern Spirituality,Judaism, Egyptian Spirituality, and Spiritual Humanism BUT most importantly Iam my own God as we all are as Vampyres. I believe in Vampyrism as a part of mylife as well as my spirituality and what makes Vampyrism a Spiritual conditionis that though we are humans we have a Vampyr Spirit or Soul so we are bothHuman as well as Demi-God. I believe Layla is my dark mother; my personalbelief is that Vampyrism is a product of her as well as the Fallen Angels, Demons, or Gods who decided to come to this realm mated with human females who bore Vampyr children or Dhampir.
The Vampyrian TempleUVUP is a United Vampyrian Universal (eclectic)Pagan Templein Ohiofounded Dec. 18, 2003; though we have members from all over. Our belief isall religions have there basis in truth as well as not and by trying tounderstand each other we may come closer to the real truth.The Pentagram is a naturesymbol in the Pagan Spirituality; it represents mankind as well in other faiths(as shown below) and the inverted Pentagram most likely represents Otherkin(Vampyres) such as us; this is MY (Founding Father J P Vanir's) personal belief…
The Vampyrian Creed:
~As Vampyres we should know the difference between are Donors or other humanfriends and our other Vampyr companions. Being as we are half human half demigod, Angel, or Demon (not as the Christian Demons being evil but Being ofDarkness). We are above them on the food chain but we also must respect them for they give us what we need…
~ We should never be ashamed of what we are but embrace our Darkness or deny what we are...
~ As Vampyres we should know that we each have the same abilities, needs and hunger though some are stronger than others…
~ As Vampyres we all have a Vampyr soul, live each life as a Vampyr, and our soul will never eternally rest...
~ As Vampyres we all should not try to make ourselves sick by starving ourselves because we think it is bad to borrow energy or life force as they allwill get it back and will not suffer as much as we do for the lack of it...
~ As Vampyres we must never kill/harm our own kind or the innocent…
(c)Founding Father J P Vanir ChrstVampyr
The Vampyrian Shadow Tongue is as follows (as well as the majority of the Vampyre community:
The *Starred * terms areterms our Vampyrian Spirituality and Father JP has deemed our own though someother spiritualities have used the terms as well. The rest are used by the majority of the Vampyr community.
The Realms:
*Holy Realms – The home of the holy Gods and beings of light.
*Astral Realm – The spiritual realm just above the physical realm in which the soul travels during astral projection and spirits stay who do not wish to pass on to the next life.
*OtherRealms –The realm of other kin that are not of the Shadows.
*Physical Realm – The realm that the physical body inhabits; the seen or known.
*Shadow Realm (the) – The underworld or realm of Vampyres and all Dark kin.
Terminology:
Adjourned – Over as in an end to a meeting, Ritual, or chat (Meeting is adjourned).
Ambient Vampyr – A Vampyr who feeds on Ambient Energy. Ambient Energy is the excess energy people leave behind.
*Aroma Vampyrism - Feeding by smelling your target; breathing in the energy also works.
*Astral realm (the) – The spiritual realm just above the physical realm in which the soul travels during astral projection and spirits stay who do not wish to pass on to the next life.
Astral projection – a point at which your spirit leaves your body to feed (often at night during your sleep).
Astral Vampyrism - Feeding through astral projection orastral magick.
There are several methods of Astralfeeding to enhance the amount of Life force or Energy you get as well as effect the way the Target, Victim, or Life Giver perceives this Feeding. These methodsoften charges up a great amount of energy as it awakens strong emotions in youtarget or victim.
1. Night Terror* or Fear Factor: This method is used to terrorize or scare your target or victim and theyoften believe they are having a nightmare (Fear as well as pain are very strong source of energy)…
2. Tantric Eroticism*: Amethod using sexual overtones or having sex with your Target during your nightfeedings (Sex and orgasm is a very strong source of energy)…
3. Ritual or Dramatic*: Using ritual symbolism or dramatic over tones to your night visitation duringfeeding. (These can also release high energy levels)…
Aura – The energy shell surrounding a person that iseasiest to feed from; it is the excess life force each person gives off whenfeeding on ambient energy.
Awakening – Becoming Aware of your Vampyr nature.
*Aye – Yes or let it be so.
*Banished – Excommunicated, Sin Nomine (with out name), Banned, or kicked out of the community.
Beacon – An energy signature Vampyres tend to give off to recognize other Vampyres.
Blood Bars - Rumored underground haven’s that are very secretive said to have stored blood for reserves.
Blood bond or *Life Force bond – A bond between a Vampyr and there LFG that becomes stronger over much feeding and can be hard tobreak so be cautious of your donors that they are and you are stable enough forsuch a bond. Also a blood bond can happen between two who are entered into a Vampyric bonding of souls or marriage.
Blood Fetishist – One who is sexually turned on by blood or has an unusually love of blood. This may or may not be a Vampyr but does not make a person a Vampyr.
Blood Junkie – One who is addicted to blood and sometimes lacks control over it but not always.
Bloodletting – The physical act of extracting blood from someone.
Blood play – The act of using blood in a sexual nature as a blood fetishist would.
Chakra – the Energy Centers of the body, each relate to specific power points in which onemay utilize to grow in power. You may also focus on these to drain others during Vampyric workings.
Chi or Qi – Spiritual energy, Psychic energy, or Life force contained in all living things. It is all around us as ambient energy emitting from all living things so we there for must drain from it and grow strong.
There are many pointsexplained in several cultures but the main key points are below:
1. Spirit or Soul: The highest point ofenergy located in the third eye or head…
2. Pranic Center: The next highest point ofenergy located in the heart area of the individual…
3. Tantric: A very high energy pointof Tantric or sexual vampyres located around the genitalia…
Clinical Vampyrism - Also called simply Renfield’s syndrome and traditionally known as clinical vampirism and used to describe an obsession to drink blood in the medical community.
Coming out of the Coffin – Opening about being a Vampyr.
Court (Vampyr) – Monthly meetings in the local Vampyr Community.
Coven – See Temple or household.
Cutters – People who cut them selves and sometimes to either ease there pain or like the feel of cutting. This is not a Vampyrictrait as it is a waist of our life energy and blood which is very valuable to us. This may be a donor trait however?
*Dark Blessings – Vampyr fare thee well used in the Temple.
*Dark Greetings – Vampyr Salutations or hello used in the Temple.
Donor – See Life Force giver (to Vampyres) below.
Elder – A prominent member of the Vampyr community who is respected and honored for there knowledge and experience gained.
Being in Elder is gained through ones constant awakening and can happenover many lifetimes as a Vampyr and not just this one. Every one of us is different and our awakenings and knowledge is often different.
Embrace – Like a hug but to show affection to another person or Vampyr.
Emotional Vampire (Vampyr) – A person Vampyr or not who drains people of there emotional energy often making them depressed and overly tired. The Vampyr Community is not proud of these things but it is not a common practice among Vampyres who know what they are or how to control it. This is against the common rules of the Vampyr community. Sometimes aPsychological Vampyrism and Often mentally unstable and draws attention to themselves to take in negative energy or emotions.
Energy Junkie – One who is addicted to energy in all its forms and sometimes lacks control over it but not always.
Energy Signature – The energy waves given off by each individual person and are unique to each person; this like there aura which is unique to them as well.
Fashion Vampyre – Usually not a Vampyrbut just dresses up like the typical stereotype. Many Vampyres dress up to obtain energy and feed but Fashion Vampyres just want to play Vampyr but do not need to feed.
Feeding - the act of drinking blood or vital energy.
Fed from (being) – Having your energy taken or blood given to a Vampyr.
Grazing – Randomly feeding on anyone without using precautions (testing) first. This act is looked down upon because it can be very unsafe and dangerous.
Haemotomania - strong craving for blood.
Haemotophilia – A strong attraction to the taste, smell, and site of blood.
*Holy Realms (the) – The home of the holy Gods and beings of light.
Human – A normal human or someone who is not a Vampyr
Hunger (The) or the Thirst – The desire to feed and if not met could lead a Vampyr to do bad things. There are also substitutes to help calm the hunger for a Vampyr such as V8 juice, chocolate milk,Mochas, bitter coffee, or rare steaks. I have even heard that orange juice helps too.
Hunter – People looking to kill Vampyres because they are either crazy or misguided.
Hunting or to Hunt – Going out into the night in search of food (energy).
Hybrid Vampyr – See Universal Vampyr
Incubus (Tantric Vampyr) - Is Vampyr who feeds on Sexual energy;including orgasm and sexual attraction. There is also a small amount of plasmain cum. The Plural of Incubus is Incubi. A succubus is the female form of Incubus.
*Inner Temple - Members who have been initiated into the Temple and are usually pretty active in the Temple. They have been initiated into one or more of our Vampyr Order’s.
Initiated (Initiate / Initiation) – Votedinto the inner membership of TempleUVUP and gone through the initiationritual.
Latent Vampyr – One who has not realized that he is a Vampyr yet if at all? It isour job to make our kin aware of there nature if they are ready.
Life Force Giver**,Source, or Donor - One who gives a small portion of there lifeforce energy or blood to a Vampyr companion.
They give this to us willingly and should be respected as such for the precious life they give tous voluntarily.
Lifestyler (Vampyre) – lives the lifestyle of the Vampyr; this person may or may not be a Vampyr.
**Lilithian – A follower of Lilith.
Luciferian – A follower of Lucifer.
Mundane – A normal Human
*Namaste - The God in me greets the God in you.
NeoVampire – "New age Vampire" One who studies or practices Vampyrism but is not an actual Vampyr.
“Of the Blood” – Term used for those who are Vampyres. They are of the blood.
OtherKin – Those who have souls that are other than human. Vampyres are a subcategory of this group.
*OtherRealms –The realm of Other kin that are not of the Shadows.
*Outer Temple – Most members who have joined TempleUVUP but have limited participation; they only have some knowledge and participation in the Temple.
“Out of the Coffin” - See “coming out of the coffin”
*Physical realm (the) – The realm that the physical body inhabits; The seen or known.
Pranalerian - A more traditional Term for donor or life force giver created by Rev Samilyn.
Pranavore – A more traditional Termfor Vampyr or eater or human energy created by Rev Samilyn.
Prana orPranic Energy– See CHI or Life force.
Physical Vampyrism – (Touch Vampyrism) Feeding by touching someone or something.
Poseror Wanna be (wants to be) – Someone who pretends to be something they are not.
Psi Psychic or *Energy Vampyr –One who feeds on Pranic energy, Chi, or Life force.
Psychic Attack –Is an unwelcome draining of ones Psychic Energy or Life Force.
Psychological Vampyrism– Also called Emo Vampire. One who is mentally unstable and draws attention to themselves to take in negative energy or emotions.
Renfield’sSyndrome- See clinical Vampirism (Vampyrism).
Rogue – One who is often causing trouble or violent situations.
Role-Playeror RPGer– One who plays role playing games suck as Vampire: The Masquerade. Sometimes they take this into the Real Vampyr community and thinks games are reality; this is not something we in the Vampyr community support at all and they are often a problem.
**Sanguineus Vampyr – Blood drinker(Sanguavore or Sanguinarian).
Setian – A follower of SET.
*Shadow Realm (the) – The underworld or realm of Vampyres and all Dark kin.
Sigil or VampyrMedallion**- The symbol of a Vampyr Temple, House, or Coven.
Solitary – One who prefers remain and work alone and not with a community.
**Spiritual Father: Spiritual Leader or Leader in the Vampyr community. Often this person is an Elder and very knowledgeable in Vampyrism and the community.
Succubus – A female form of an Incubus. The plural of Succubus is Succubi.
Sympathetic Vampyrism – Becoming like a Vampyr and having Vampyr like traits. This is often a result from being overly fed from.
Tantric *Vampyr (Incubus - Succubus) – is a sexual Vampyr who feeds on sexual energy. Through sexual attraction, intercourse, and orgasmect.
Thirst (The) – See the Hunger
*Tiamatian – Follower of Tiamat.
Vamping out – Freaking out; usually from the need to feed.
Universal Vampyr - A Vampyr who feeds on both blood as well as the various forms ofpsychic energy. I believe all Vampyres are Universal naturally as this is inour nature though many seem to pick and choose only one or a few ways to feedfor some personal reason or another; though they may not understand how to feed the other ways or may not like the taste of blood or feel for it.
Vampire (Vampyre)Aesthetic(s): The costume and look of the common Vampire Stereotypes. Aesthetics are often used to feed though the Vampyre Lifestylers often use this to look like Vampires.
**Vampyr Family – We are all Family in the Vampyr community and there are also smaller Families ineach Temple, Coven, house, or group…
Vampyr Haven – A Vampyr night club orgathering place.
Vampyr House (household) – A common groupof Vampyres united under a certain theme or ideals in the Vampyr community.
**Vampyrian – My belief that Vampyrism is a Spiritual condition which is that though we are humans we have a Vampyr Spirit or Soul so we are both Human as well as Demi-God. I believe Layla is our dark mother; my personal belief is that Vampyrism is a product ofher as well as the Fallen Angels, Demons, or Gods who decided to come to thisrealm mated with human females who bore Vampyr children or Dhampir.
*Vampyr Kin – Our brothers and sisters in the Vampyr community; other Vampyres.
*Vampyr Magick(VampyreCrafte)– The practice of manipulation energy to perform ones will to happen and changeto occur through Vampyric means.
*Vampyr Temple or Coven – A Spiritual Vampyr Community such as ours who see Vampyrism as Spiritual in nature as well as a condition of the Soul.
**Vampyrian SpiritualFather/Mother– A teacher and spiritual leader of the Vampyrian Spirituality.
There are 3 ranks:
1. **Founding Father/Mother - Eldest Father/Mother – The highest magistrate and/or spiritual leader.
2. **Formal Father/Mother – One who aids and performs rituals when the Eldest or Founding Father cannot.
3. **Awakening Father/Mother – Just joining and learning (potential).
Visual Vampyrism- Feeding by focusing on your target through eye contact.
(c) Founding Father J P Vanir
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Vampyrian TempleUVUP Orders
Our Orders are a foundation of any great Organization or Temple and gives each individual a unique position to fill as there talents should be found in at least one of these Orders listed below:
Temple Spiritual Fathers, Priests, Teachers, Reverends, and Theologians:
These individuals are very spiritual and often good at teaching or leading; they are very sensitive to energy all things around them and for that reason there ego can sometimes take control of them if they are not careful. They often are very hard workers and need to feed a lot and are very strong Vampyres. They love to learn as well as teach and lead. We also tend to suffer a lot if we do not feed enough and our physical bodies are not as strong as our spiritual (Vampyric) soul. They can be good at learning but often ONLY under our own conditions and can be considered autistic, indigo and sometimes even misdiagnosed as learning disabled or ADD. As Vampyres we all have a spiritual soul which has difficulty in such a small confined human body and is very unfitting for our divine soul; The Priest Order has the most difficulty of all the others. We usually require much feeding from multiple sources and our more open to energy drains from other sources (emotional). We are also very good at naturally taking in energy so we must also be careful not to damage our physical bodies by doing such and we have the ability to do more psychically if we can open ourselves up to it enough. Priests can often be domineering, OCD, obsessed with control. They are the fewest of our kind...
Temple Clerk or Keeper of Scrolls and Temple Ambassadors:
Clerks – Keepers of the scrolls are generally very organized individuals and good at keeping records, typing, writing (notes) and/or Computer skills. They are also often very good at helping people with there various problems and counseling; often including manipulating energy. Both the Keeper of scrolls and Ambassadors are good at assisting the Priests and often like to do whatever is necessary for the needs of the Temple. Ambassadors are good at promoting, feeling how we should go about promoting our goals to the mainstream, and dealing with the public. They generally have a lot more energy than most of our kind and often are good at manipulating energy. They are the most active of our keep and good at performing various duties in the Temple and helping were ever they are needed. The most active of our group physically because there body allows it (not counting donors) and the Priests bodies are limited (though there spirit is very strong indeed).
Temple Donor’s and Temple Musicians/Artists:
Donors are the life givers in the Temple (not Vampyres) and can be good at grounding energy at times. Donors often have too much energy and need it taken from them in order to feel physically, mentally, and spiritually well. Donors can often have the same or similar physically, mentally, and spiritually problems as Vampyres who don't feed enough if there excess energy is not taken from them. Temple Musicians are our music makers, singers (lyricists), poets, writers, and artistic individuals (Some are Vampyres, some human, and some Otherkin a like). Music is a very important part of spirituality, rituals, and the proper feel for energy. Both Donors and artists such as these are often good at Grounding energy and keeping a mellow safe atmosphere when it is needed. These individuals are usually not Vampyres or Vampyric or have a very little need for any other sources of Energy.
© Vampyrian Father J P Vanir
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Our Spiritual Soul Is Our Strength
Our Spiritual Soul Is Our Strength
Energy cannot die it only changes form (Albert Einstein) and Every thing reincarnates and the vital energy source is the spirit or soul. Humans (animals) have souls and even plants have soul. Every thing alive has a soul or it would not function and be alive. Gods and Vampyres have souls as well but on a spiritual level. We also have human bodies; some believe our soul may be human as well since we where born both Vampyr spirit as well as Human depending on our lineage and strength of Vampyr in us. Most Vampyres especially Priests or Fathers are more spiritual than physical in nature. Stress and worry seem to rob us of our energy and the fact that our spirit is a powerful force as we are Gods and can drain the Human body we inhabit this is why we need to feed on others to remain healthy
We are all Spiritual creatures: Human, Vampyr, and Other kin alike. We all have the ability to be Gods or Goddesses, the more we use what we have in our spiritual souls our energy centers. As Vampyres and Other kin we are more in tune with our spiritual selves than normal humans, and the more work on our psychic abilities the more Divine or Godly we become. The eastern religions such as Taoism believe that all people are able to become Gods if we work hard enough on ourselves, and I agree with that philosophy. Human bodies are easily weakened by sickness, disease and labor because Humans are animals (as science has proven), but our souls or psyche becomes stronger the more we use it and learn how to use it more efficiently.
© Founding Father J P Vanir
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TempleUVUP Rules:
1. NO harassing members on this network..
2. NO continuous SPAM..
3. NO destructive behavior..
(Means: flame wars, harmful, or disrespectful/
thoughtless behavior.) AND NO POLITICS,
for pretty much the same reason.
4. NO illegal activity can be tolerated, as we
don't need destructive activity in our Community.
5. NO post that might tear down our Vampyre Community,
as we are all Family (in our souls)
6. In the interests of legality, I had to make this site 18yrs
and older. There are many Awakening online groups for
teens/younger vamps. (Sorry)
7. Please keep on topic in chats. NO vampire fiction/RPG play..
or getting sexually explicit. (There is a PM option, please use
it. We need to be respectful of all members.)
Thank you in advance for respecting these rules,
© Founding Father J P Vanir
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What is this Vampyrian Spirituality?
What is this Vampyrian Spirituality?
I consider myself as Vampyrian. I want the community to be united in its knowledge of what Vampyrism is and what we are capable of as Vampyr and Human; I also believe Vampyres are spiritual beings and this is my spirituality as well as what I am. I believe in many deities as well as Satanism, Luciferianism, Paganism, Christian, Eastern Spirituality, Judaism, Egyptian Spirituality, and Spiritual Humanism BUT most importantly I am my own God as we all are as Vampyres. I believe in Vampyrism as a part of my life as well as my spirituality and what makes Vampyrism a Spiritual condition is that though we are humans we have a Vampyr Spirit or Soul so we are both Human as well as Demi-God. I believe Layla is my dark mother; my personal belief is that Vampyrism is a product of her as well as the Fallen Angels, Demons, or Gods who decided to come to this realm mated with human females who bore Vampyr children or Dhampir.
The Vampyrian TempleUVUP is a United Vampyrian Universal (eclectic) Pagan Temple in Ohio foundedDec. 18, 2003; though we have members from all over. Our belief is all religions have there basis in truth as well as not and by trying to understand each other we may come closer to the real truth. The Pentagram is a nature symbol in the Pagan Spirituality; it represents mankind as well in other faiths (as shown below) and the inverted Pentagram most likely represents Otherkin (Vampyres) such as us; this is MY (Founding Father J P Vanir's) personal belief…
(c) Bessy Interior Pentagrams - located in the Bessy book English edition
The Vampyrian Creed:
~ As Vampyres we should know the difference between are Donors or other human friends and our other Vampyr companions. Being as we are half human half demigod, Angel, or Demon (not as the Christian Demons being evil but Being of Darkness). We are above them on the food chain but we also must respect them for they give us what we need…
~ We should never be ashamed of what we are but embrace our Darkness or deny what we are...
~ As Vampyres we should know that we each have the same abilities, needs and hunger though some are stronger than others…
~ As Vampyres we all have a Vampyr soul, live each life as a Vampyr, and our soul will never eternally rest...
~ As Vampyres we all should not try to make ourselves sick by starving ourselves because we think it is bad to borrow energy or life force as they all will get it back and will not suffer as much as we do for the lack of it...
~ As Vampyres we must never kill/harm our own kind or the innocent…
(c) Founding Father J P Vanir
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We are Purchasing Property for Vampyrian TempleUVUP Gatherings as well as other uses in Central, Ohio as soon as we are able. However finances are tough and I do not get very much money. We are going to try for a loan but my credit isn't the best as most peoples anymore so we ask for any help we can get and even maintenance would be good too...
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Emotions (LOVE) Are Weakness...
My Emotions, My weakness They will kill me in the end...
I wish I could strip it all away but I need some love before the hate takes me in...
Please say it is possible for even me? Can this outsider have some love too?
Or should I just say fuck it all and let the negativity take me over?
Is there hope for me or am I just better off alone?
I am addicted to love or is it just the affection I crave?
To many questions and not enough answers to give up now...
Somebody has to love me if they ever give me the chance..
But is it true I am too unstable for that?
Are these mood swings going to be the end of me?
Or am I the end of me inside?
Tell me there is some love left in this world...
I do not see love in this humanity...
I do not see love in anything really...
These emotions are eating me up inside...
As I have said before Emotions equal weakness...
And weakness equals DEATH...
But I am stronger than than that!
I am stronger than my food!
Perhaps it is better to be alone?
for love is the true killer in the end...
© Founding Father J P Vanir Of TempleUVUP
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I think most people are lucky; They have a best friend or even friends in general. I don't even know what thats like; I think I used to have a friend but they never last so I never can remember it much. I know Im missing something though and I sure would like to know what its like is all but no one wants to include me in on anything so I will just be the outkast I guess. At least I have someone to be an outkast with me but I still want friends but I guess its true. I really am not a people person but maybe I wish I could be at least the right kind of other people person...
© Founding Father J P Vanir Of TempleUVUP
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I went to IGUN for the first time Wednesday night and it has been a long time since I have had that good a night out! It reminded me of the original Outland (with out all the smoke, LOL) minus a few songs and it was an amazing night! from I got there at 12am unfortunately but the set was awesome and even though the trip was full of driving into the ditch, LOL, (damn snow) the night was something I had been missing in quiet some time and the feeding was delicious indeed both during and after the bar closed. After wards I actually went to Big Boy cause I guess that's wear they all go after the club and even though I wasn't impressed with the mental food the spiritual food made up for it...
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History of TempleUVUP:
We are a United Temple in Ohio Since Dec 18, 2003 with members everywhere for freedom of beliefs and spirituality. We consist mostly of vampyres and dark pagans. But anyone an open mind can join as well. Whether you are Wiccan, goth, vampyr, or Whatever you are welcome here.. Our main belief is that all religions have their basis in truth as well as untruths and by trying to understand each other we may come closer to the real truth. We believe in vampyrism as a part of our lives and spirituality.
The Goddess Sekhmet and Lilith are MY dark mothers, and my personal belief is that Vampyrism is a product of them as well as the Fallen Angels, Gods, or Demons who came down mating with human females which bare Vampyr children. There for we are born not turned and we are not undead or what have you, however we do have a Vampyr soul and are immortal in that since.
As always, we are still under much construction and looking for web design help too...
Our Creed:
(You do not have to believe everything, but this is what we believe):
~As Vampyres We should know the difference between are Donors or other human friends and our other Vampyr companions Being as we are half human half demigod, Angel, or Demon (not as the Christian Demons being evil but Being of Darkness) or better known as Dhampir and We are above them on the food chain
~ As Vampyres We also must respect our donors for they give us what we need and We should never be ashamed of what we are but embrace our Darkness...
~ As Vampyres We should know that we each have the same abilities needs and hunger though
some are stronger than others.
~ As Vampyres We all have A Vampyre Soul, live each life as a Vampyr, and the Vampyr soul
will never eternally rest...
~ As Vampyres We all should not try to make ourselves sick by starving ourselves because we
think it is bad to borrow energy or life force as they all will get it back and will not suffer as
much as we do for the lack of it...
~ As Vampyres we must not deny what we are.
© Founding Father J P Vanir Of TempleUVUP
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Forever Restless...
I cant take it anymore and If she would let me die I would. I think someone up there hates me and this is nothing but there joke; nothing else seems to make sense. I want to give up, but I cant. I am not supposed to be this damn emotional; it isnt what I am...
I wish I could pretend to be something Im not; but I do have that ability. I wish I could make someone really love me but it seems no one can. Sometimes it seems Im losing in this game of life as I lose in every game I play but I never wanted to play this...
I just want to be at peace at not be so ever restless. Im tired of taking on the world and all these responsibilities! Here I stand forever restless and wanting for it to be so. Then again what else is there for me? It seems to be all I really know...
© Vampyrian Father J P Vanir
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COULD YOU BE A VAMPYR? (from shadow book)
How does one know if they are a Vampyr? I still and will always believe that Vampyres unlike humans need energy from other sources because there body does not have enough for what we are. I also believe we are spiritually different than humans and that what we are is a spiritual condition. The simple definition of vampyr is one who needs energy (life force) because our bodies don't have enough for our soul. We take it through the blood (some of the life force or human energy is in the blood) of be the taking of it directly if we are strong enough. Most Vampyres are tired and drained when alone but are usually hyper, often have high anxiety, and feel high and extremely powerful when around large crowds. We may also take it from animals and nature (as well as music sometimes) but the best source is human since we are also human. Most normal people can get the energy they need from food and the sun but Vampyres often feel hungry and thirsty all the time with out satisfaction and they still feel tired especially when they are alone depending on how well they know how to feed. All Vampyres have a vampyr soul or they are just humans who practice vampyrism.
There are two main types of Vampyres: human Vampyres and vampyr spirits or gods; the human living vampyres are part human and part vampyr there are also the pure blood vampyres spirits or gods but they are not human and don't have a human body (possession perhaps) of course you won't find these vampyres on the internet and rarely in our realm. There are also other types of vampyres depending on how the choose to feed or feed best. There are psychic vampyres who feed off of the psychic energies around them (as well as life force) and sanguis vampyres who feed on blood which has plasma or energy (life force) contained with in it. Many vampyres are empathetic; empathy is the ability to know someone else's emotions psychically, during normal conversation and at a distance. Body language and tone of voice are not empathy, only psychic perceptions. Empathy is easier for most people to learn and is the most common of all psychic abilities. We need to continually feed on human energy since we are a God or Goddess in a weaker human form and there fore deplete our human body. It is not so much a deficiency however as that we have a vampyr (demigod) soul which is difficult to contain in a human shell so we feed from our human shell but also must feed on other sources of energy as well as keep our Human shell healthy.
Because we are in human bodies and human energy is the most powerful living energy source that is what we need to feed on to lead healthier lives than we normally would. We have more of the terminology at the end of this book. Our community seems to not be able to agree on whether being a vampyr is a spiritual condition, a virus, mutation or genetic but most seem to want to treat it as a curse rather than a positive thing. Another main difference between vampyres and human/animal as well as plant kind is we are more spiritual creatures from the shadow (supernatural realms although in a human body); we there fore cannot get the needed energy from the sunlight that most normal human/animal as well as plant kind needs to sustain a normal healthy life. If we do not feed on other sources (preferably human) we may get extremely sick but most of our kind Naturally feeds on ambient energy even if they don't realize it to survive here; so it is important not to starve yourselves as taking small amounts will not hurt them and they will get it back constantly but we cannot. I realize we have difficulties like any race or species but we have more abilities than the average person so I fully embrace what I am…
© Founding Father J P Vanir
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Dark Mother Layla (Lilitu or Lilith)
Dark Mother Layla
Layla, mother of darkness and sexuality (fertility)…
Open my mind to your thoughts and bring me closer to thee…
Lilitu, Goddess, Succubus, and Vampyr queen…
Make your self known to us…
Layla, Dominating feminine one come to us this night and
Aid us in giving us our will and your sight…
© Founding Father J P Vanir Of TempleUVUP
Prayer to Layla...
Lilitu..whose father art Anu...
whose children are swept away
in the wings of Death every night...
Lilitu... polluted art thou sayeth blasphemous lips
that wouldst dare speak against thee...
but they have not been enlightened with thine understandings...
they canst not see the purity in such unclean things...
and so thy teachings are denied them...
Oh Lilitu! I come to thee now... a babe in thy arms...
I am open to thee, for thou hast shown thyself to me thusly...
open unto me the doors within mineself, that shalt free this one, from those inhibitions that bind me...
show me that which layeth within; undiscovered...
free this one from the boundaries of mine own confinement...
this I beg you Lilitu!
- © written by Tyennius Dycanthe (Rev Samilyn) April 22nd, 2008
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Our Mother Layla (from my Book)
Laylah - one of the first...
Layla was ONE of the first Vampyres, as I see...
The Christian God a long time ago had created Adam, and at the same time he created Adam’s first wife, they called Lilith, out of dust as he did with Adam. They were of the same material; God and Adam wanted her to be under them, to crawl, but she wanted to stand beside them and be equal. She denied to lie under Adam when mating and when they would not accept this, she went away from them, to the Earth. God sent 3 angels out to bring her back. They found her at the Red Sea, where she kept a lot of demons as her lovers, and she gave birth to over 100 demons each day. These demons were Vampyres, creatures, and other demons like them. So the angels told her, that she should come back to Eden and if she did not, they would kill her demons. She told them, that even that was better than returning to the Garden. She stayed at the Earth, and God created Eve to Adam. Eve gave birth to Gods children, the common people in the world. She gave birth to the Vampyres and demons.
*The claim she promised at that moment to kill God’s human children because the angels killed her babies. Only children with an amulet with the names of the three angels were not killed. Lilith then stole and killed the children and drank their blood, and it is bye this she was one of the first Vampyres in the world. She is mentioned in the Bible, the books that were not taken out (Esaja 34:14). Her family grew quick and big spreading through out the world. In Ancient Rome they feared Lamia, Lilith’s little sister, a femme fatale who got young men to fall in love with her. Then she would kill them and drink their blood.
*( http://groups.msn.com/VampireBlood/lilith.msnw )
In Ancient Greek she was also called Lamia or Strega, who was a black bird which flies at night and seeks children whose blood it can drink. Layla (Lilitu or Lilith) is often pictured with wings on her back, as a bird, and with her feet as eagle or owl feet. Most of her ceremonies are performed at Dark moon, as she is the darkness and chaos of the world. She is at the very core of our dark side. Rites to her can be done in solitary as well, but only at Dark Moon. The difference between it being done solitary and in the House Meroc is that the House acknowledges her power in all three of the moon cycles, while in solitary work she shall only be acknowledge during the duration of the Dark Moon.
• She lies in nothing but is everything
• She is the Dark Vampyr queen of the night
• It is through her that we awaken our selves to the world that which is and that which is without
• She reminds us that we can not allow ourselves to be limited to one way of thinking
• She allows us to see that all her children are equal
• She is the sexual life force of the urban jungle that is of this world
• She is the inner rebel and changer of events
• Our queen is the expression and acceptance of that which the world tries to deny
• Layla is a releaser from the normal mundane perception of what we call this reality
• She is the transformer, the immortal dead and the bringer of chaos
• Her reverence is not necessary for redemption or salvation, but for the soul to grow and expand from our feeding of her essence
• She lies in everyone and is awaken through ritual or self realization of one’s inner most darkness. The union and acceptance with this darkness makes us powerful
• Acceptance is the very foundation which makes us whole, and it is Lilith that teaches us that becoming whole comes from this acceptance, and indulgence of the mind and soul
• We must through her become the very essence of what she represents
• Revere and honor our queen but not worship her; as we should worship nothing above us as if we are less than them.
• She is ruthless, destructive, and merciless. Our actions bear results from her
• ‘The Darkness’ is the pure expression and embrace of our darker half; Useless aggression and violence disgraces Lilith as we need our kind and the humans for their life-force
• Remember her children are sacred. So it with this that you may not in anyway disgrace her by needless violence
• Her wraith is as vile as our worst nightmares. With that wraith lies in the events of your life; for Betraying her, you betray all her children and yourself!
• She is our queen, and mistress
© Founding Father J P Vanir Of TempleUVUP
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Goddesses and Gods Are We (from Book)...
Layla (Lilitu) or Lilith is our most well known Dark Mother. I have been linked to her as a direct descendant and have felt her protection my whole life. In fact I have been in some pretty bad places and still came out in every situation quite well. The Goddess Sekhmet is the Egyptian Goddess of war who punished the enemies of Re and drank there blood when they conspired against him; for this she is also viewed as a Vampyr Goddess. Set was a bit of a chaotic God which the Christians link to their Satan and him with Vampyrism as well. However I link Vampyrism mostly to the fallen angels, Demons, Nephilim, Layla, Sekhmet, and Kali.
Vampyrism is a condition of the soul and in each of your reincarnated lives you always remain a Vampyr. I have had a couple past life regressions with the help of Michelle Belanger. My earliest was ancient Egypt as a priest under the gods of the underworld so I know I am a very old soul as well as a direct descendant of Layla. The age of a person’s soul is unsure in fact perhaps all souls have been around since the beginning and perhaps we all continually go on since energy does not die but continues. If this is not so then it really does not matter since Vampyre souls do not ever die being that we are from an old family indeed.
Immortality is word to many people use or think of in the wrong context; no human, animal, or plant body could ever last over 150 years at the most. A body cannot be immortal it is impossible but the human, animal, or plant spirit or soul is a form of energy that gets goes on and on until it is time for the underworld to take the soul to the other realm. However Vampyres are not of this world since we are Demons/Goddesses/Gods as well as part human our soul can never die but they can visit the other realms through astral projection. Goddesses and Gods do not die, most true gods were never human and humans eventually end up in the underworld so how can our soul end up there?
I’m not trying to be arrogant or better than anyone; there are many goddesses among us that are not Vampyres but are not completely human either. Not to mention Other kin, Changelings, and Therian's. That would be saying that all Goddesses and Gods are Vampyres but that is not true in the least. There are many different Deities with different abilities perhaps they are the Fae, Were creatures and Changelings. We where born from the genes of the Fallen ones, Demons who were Vampyres as you can see if you know about Vampyres and Nephilim. Not all humans are just human; those with Psychic abilities are likely more than human as well. They are probably Vampyre, Therian, Changeling, Fae or Other kin.
© Founding Father J P Vanir Of TempleUVUP
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Vampyres Seem to Deny Their Predatory Nature. (From Book)
Vampyres Seem to Deny Their Predatory Nature.
Vampyres are not of this world; we are only in these human shells
therefore stuck in it. We should not limit ourselves in what we are and how
to survive. Too many of our kind only chose to feed certain ways which limits
them and we should never limit ourselves. Modern Vampyres seem to deny
there original primal nature of Blood lust and stick to psychic Life force for
their only source and mislabeling blood drinking as cannibalism; when we are
fully human but something else. We do not eat flesh not kill anyone innocent.
Vampyr donors want to give us there blood and that is there choice and no
one else needs to bother with what they know nothing about. Mankind is run
by Christian nature with its fear of embracing its needs and covering the
truth with lies of a fascist male god who could not possibly create
everything when a woman is needed for that. Blood is life for it contains the
essence, a part of the person you get it from and, fills you with life force.
We never want to forget what we are and what we need although Psi energy
can feel you up but the original life force is contained in the blood for direct
and tasty results. I suppose most of them are trying to keep us all safe from
Blood born illnesses but there are many ways to avoid such things and most
keep long term close donors to do this. Besides being what we are these are
not things we should worry about and we have the ability to know the food
that would harm us being that it is our nature....
© Founding Father J P Vanir Of TempleUVUP
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Excerpts from the TempleUVUP book...
Are Spiritual Soul is our strength
Stress and worry seems to rob us of our energy and we are all
Spiritual creatures; Human, Vampyr, and Other kin alike. We all have the
ability to be Gods or Goddesses the more we use what we have in our
spiritual souls or energy centers. As Vampyres and Other kin we are more in
tune with or spiritual selves than normal humans and the more work on our
psychic abilities the more Devine or godly we become. The eastern religions
such as Taoism believe that all people are able to become gods if we work
hard enough on ourselves and I agree with that philosophy. Human bodies are
easily weakened by sickness, disease and labor but our souls or psyche
becomes stronger the more we use it and learn how to use it more
efficiently. Many people believe that only some people are able to be psychic
or do miraculous things with there minds but I believe ALL people can
achieve this IF they practice enough and learn to use what they have and
that is there ability to be like/as Gods or Goddesses. Vampyres and other
kin are already at that level although some have less knowledge of how to
use it than others whether just Human, Vampyr or Other kin alike.
The scene and the communities
I have noticed, although many Vampyres don’t want to admit it,
there are many similarities with those in the Goth scene and even
Satanists to what we are as Vampyres. Although most Vampyres want
disassociate with those scenes and even Anton Lavey wanted to claim
he and his “Satanists” are not Vampyres it is obvious to me He may
have been a Vampyr indeed. I have read his “Satanic Bible” and a lot
of what is in there is Vampyric indeed and the Church of Satan now
supporting the Temple of the Vampire but I both consider them Cults
as the need a lot of money from there members before you can get
anywhere with them.
I am apart of the Gothic, Pagan (not Wiccan though), and
Vampyr scene but run into problems since Goths tend to be
stereotyped as blood drinkers and many pagans believe psychic
Vampyres take energy from the earth but the Deities and earth
naturally replenish themselves and we suffer for our need, not having
enough, most do not to hurt there donors and the they give willingly
because they understand our need, especially Hecate and the moon
supplies us with the best non-human source as the night is the best
time for us to feed.
Some last thoughts in this book
I wanted to finish with some things that have been on my mind lately
so here goes. I have several things that have really been on my mind lately. I
try to be a good son so I tend to go to my mother’s church so she doesn’t
know how unchristian I really am. I learn something very interesting in
church today according to Hebrew and her preacher “HOLY” means to be set
apart or to be different from the rest of the world. So I never knew before
today that I am a really holy person. So I actually learned something in
church today for a change which was a good thing indeed. Of course all
churches are different considering there are over 200 denominations of
Christianity alone since they all can’t seem to get along well enough.
Religion in most of the real Vampyr groups has been a really touchy
subject for some reason? I do allot of studying and theology and have come
to understand religion is a set of beliefs and practices generally held by a
community, involving adherence to beliefs. So yes anything could be
considered a religion as long as you strongly believe in it and live your life
according to your beliefs or faith (spiritual or not). So I’m sure there are
lots of Vampyr type religions and ever the satanic bible (which I have) is
very Vampyr like beliefs. Lavey, I’m sure was a psy Vampyr though he
thinks we are all emotional parasites. There are around a million different
beliefs out there. I just don’t understand why it has to be so touchy as long
as you don’t condemn or slander anyone.
I am now even after my seven years in the community still awaking
to my nature and abilities as a Vampyr and last night I had the most
amazing experience I have had in a long while. I became more aware of my
abilities as a tantric (sexual) Vampyr and while I was out last night I was
taking in way more energy, mostly tantric, than I am used to since I haven’t
feed very well is many months and could barely focus and think strait as I
still need to work on grounding though it is had to do since I need so much;
and as a priest I tend to take too much and need to work grounding and
shielding. When I got home I tried to relieve the tension but it only made
things worse as I took a shit load of tantric energy and being the incubus, if
you will, that I am and not having a partner at the moment relieving any
tension and stress is difficult but because of all I received I had an amazing
night and it was interesting and an awakening in itself.
I also believe that people suffering from “mental disorders” as
doctors claim may very likely be Vampyr or other kin. For example Bi-polar,
having mood swings, or ADHD has a lot to do with energy intake and it can
change your moods quite easily. Depression and fatigue would have a lot to do with not having the proper energy and not feeling well. Social anxiety or agoraphobia could have a lot to do with not being able to shield and taking in way too much energy.
I am always thinking constantly and rarely able to shut my mind off to rest which may have a lot to do with my lack of control and shielding of my energy intake. Every time we take energy we probably store some up for when we have to go with out and we get extra boosts when weneed more than usual. Not to mention I’m sure most Vampyres and other kin have psychic conditional struggles since we are more than human and human bodies don’t have the energy we need to support what we are; which is why we need to take from other sources. I believe real (natural) wytches being that are advanced in sorcery and magick may be other kin or Vampyres as well.
I am sick of the plague of the Christian church and people is taking all
the best and brightest artists; brainwashing them into thinking there
beautiful art is evil! Lou Reed of the Velvet Underground had a song
featured on the passion? The passion was one of the most fearful, anti-
Semitic, movies out there and I cannot believe he was drawn into that? Anne
Rice was a brilliant author who has become catholic; she was one of the few
who knew vampires were pre Christian and were not evil but in “Memnock the Devil” she has LESTAT bow down before Jesus and beg for forgiveness???
Vampyres need to feed and humans are there prey! That is not evil; should
humans beg for forgive-ness because they kill animals to survive? Humans
can be far worse; they kill for pretty fur, to test products, and for trophies.
They are over populating the world, destroying, and taking over the land that other animals need for survival. They are not top of the food chain and they are food too; just like any other animal or plant. No matter what all creatures kill something to survive as I said before. However, we don’t need to kill our prey; that way there life-force, blood, and energy won’t run out.
© Founding Father J P Vanir Of TempleUVUP
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The Blood is the life and you're linked to it:
the blood is the life is a very common saying in vampire fiction but that is not necessarily not true. Various culture treat blood as a very spiritual, healing, and life sustaining fluid. Many ancient Cultures and I agree that Blood is the very essence of life and is in very direct contact with the soul or main energy center or chakra's. Whether you believe that or not it is very important part of each person and a part of who they are. I believe you take a little part of each person you choose to exsanguinate (drink there blood) and also you take a little bit of each person you choose to feed from psychically or sexually. Therefore you most make sure you do not taint yourself or take too much of someone who may have tainted blood or tainted psy energy; so be very care full when making these decisions. However Taking from elementally or from a large crowd is far less likely to harm you even though it is not nearly as filling. I rarely get to take much from my donors but the more I do I find myself more linked to them each time and the closer you are to someone the harder it is to brake the tie. So again, be careful of who you feed from...
© Founding Father J P Vanir Of TempleUVUP
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Vampyres and Other Kin are Top Predators
Vampyres and Other Kin are the Top Predators
Vampyres are more than human and once we realize this you should deny your human restraints to become more Vampyr and more DIVINE. Humanity is a leash that may hold you to the fate of humanity and its destruction of nature and the world. Unfortunately many do not even know they are Vampyres and just go around believing they are average. If you look through the history the beginning of Vampyrism has been recorded through different beliefs and they all have different ways of explaining it. I have spent too much of my life raised in the Christian mythology. After opening my eyes I have since study various other religions finding that they all have their truths as well as untruths; finding my place in various beliefs such as Dark Paganism, Gnosticism, Satanism, Setism, Luciferism, Egyptian, Vampyrism and I am still evolving every day in my beliefs. The stories in the book of Enoch the Fallen Angels and The Nephilim are the oldest, then after those came Lilith of which I believe as our beginnings. Therefore Vampyres unlike what many want to believe it is NOT a human condition or virus. Vampyrism is a condition of the soul and we must feed on the energy's around us; Human energy most of all...
© Founding Father J P Vanir Of TempleUVUP
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I will be getting a new laptop. Owner decided that with as much stuff as I do (ie: Writing, listening to music, surfing the web, drawing on sai or iscribble) that it would better just get me a smaller sized laptop and not a net book.
The one he plans on getting me is the Sony Viao from Walmart. Its 14" screen, 4 usb ports, webcam, and a lot more memory, ram and processing speed and comes with windows 7 home premium.
Only thing is that I have to wait for him to save up enough money to get it. Which is no problem as long as it's before January when I'm really really going to need it for an online class.
Anyways. I'm not dead yet despite my lack of activity. I've just been really busy with stuff around the house and school like usual.
I've also been trying to draw and write as much as I can (hopefully will have sketchdumps to post to dA once I'm all set up with my comp and scanner).
I had to give my dog back to my sister because apparently I didn't take enough care of him so now I'm stuck with just having NIbbles. I might get another hamster (of course in a different cage since I want to get a pair of female teddies) since they're really easy for me to take care of and I can keep them in my room.
I guess that's about it. I'll try and post more updates when I can.
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Meditation for healing and everyday life.
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To begin with, get into a pose that you are comfortable with getting into, such as,
The lotus, laying down, sitting up, standing up, one that you usually use to meditate.
Inhale through your nose and exhale slowly out of your mouth, intense and long breaths.
Clear your mind of your current situation, and make it like a blank screen.
Now as you are doing your meditational breathing (intense and long breaths), visualize yourself facing the calm wave racing ocean, you hear the waves coming in and going back out into the ocean, it sounds so calming, the mist from the waves hit your face, as You look down and you see the sand as pure as you can imagine, you have never seen such a sight with no other people around you. You look up into the sky, you see the sky is indigo and as the clouds go by you see they are the color of light blue with pink outlining. The birds above are chirping but they do not sound like birds, they have the sound of wind chimes, one bird comes flying around and sounds of shell chimes, another one comes flying right above you and sounds of metal chimes, you hear in the distance the sounds of a flock of birds that sound like wooden chimes. Enjoy the view around in 360 degrees before proceeding on to the next stage.
Now as you look upon the reflection from the sun onto the ocean, you notice the color of the ocean is the color of the rainbow, the waves hit your feet as you step back a bit to enjoy the view. You see in the distance there is a very large shell about 10 feet away from you, as you walk up to it you see that not only is it huge, but, you climb upon it and sit down for a while. The mist from the ocean feels so good on your face as you are sitting on this shell, you can feel all of the negativity that you were feeling before being cleansed and washed away into the ocean. The stress and tension start fading away as you sit on the shell. You see in the distance that there are mountains, they are the Himalayan mountains, the clouds around the top are the color of light blue. You notice about 25 feet away from you there is some huge creature flying down to land on the beach, the wingspan, is at least 30 feet per wing. Feeling no bad intentions you start walking towards this creature, as you get closer you see that it is a black dragon with a red scale on its stomach. This dragon wants you to climb onto it and as you get upon the back of the dragon, he starts flying up towards the mountain. He tells you to get off at the edge where there is a cave, as you go inside of this cave, you notice there is a fire that has been built, the fire is blue and as you look over a bit more, you see one of your totem animals sitting there nearby the fire in human form. As you go to sit down you have the feeling that your totem animal wants to have a long talk with you, sitting down, you start communicating with this totem animal of yours.
very long pause before continuing on to the next stage………
As you start wrapping up your talk with your totem animal, you see that the dragon is outside the cave entrance. As you say your goodbyes to the totem animal, you go outside the cave and get onto the back of the dragon. As you two head for the top, you look out onto the ocean, you see some killer whales in the distance, and some dolphins are jumping out of the water left and right. The dragon stops at the top of the mountains and lets you off. As you get off of the dragon, you sit on the cold, pure, white snow, it feels cold, but not freezing, it is very soothing. As you start doing your meditational breathing (intense and long breaths), visualize yourself in a forest, you see all kinds of trees, from redwood trees to cedar trees, every kind that could have ever existed. You see in the distance there is a creek.. You see there are deer and some squirrels drinking the water from this creek, they are so cute, you start to walk up to them and them do not seem to be bothered by your presence .
You kneel down to take some of the water and you splash some onto your face, oh wow it feels so great, as you take your shoes and socks off you sit at the creek and put your feet in the water, you feel the water flowing throughout all of your toes cleansing your feet of any lingering negativity that may have been left behind. This leaves you feeling
The sense of being pure again, you feel relaxed, the tension is gone, all of what you were going through out the day just seems to have faded away and turned into yesterdays negative ashes, as you look at your feet you see the ashes, as you walk towards the ocean you notice instead of walking on the ashes you seem to be floating above the ashes by a few inches. As you step onto the sand you see that all of your problems and worries built up and made a huge sand castle. You see in the distance there is a whale that is a bit close to the shore, but as you see this whale turns around and swims outward back into the deep ocean, causing a lot of huge waves, as you step back a bit you notice these waves are knocking down the sand castle that was built, each wave dissolves more and more of this sand castle until you no longer see that there was one in the first place. You walk towards the ocean as the waves are dissipating, and dive in clothes and all, the ocean feels so cleansing that you swim around for a while, as time passes you step out of the ocean and see there is a beach towel laying there waiting for you to lay upon to dry off and feel the cool breeze as the sun is about to set. Looking at the sunset you see that it is the color of the ocean, a rainbow of colors, it look as though the ocean goes on forever infinity. As you start coming to from the meditation, you notice that you are feeling renewed in every way, enjoy your day as it flows like the oceans of the universe.
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~Awaitingly~
I'm looking toward the sky,
wandering if you see what I see.
A vast empty night because your not here beside me.
I Summon Thee my Incubus twin flame,
Hear the beat of my heavy heart.
Come to me my Incubus,
Look into my eyes.
See me my Incubus,
See my lonely soul that lies deep within.
I've fallen into your eyes,
Your soul holds me captive again.
I have waited for you,
Longing for you to notice me.
Allow me to place my arms around you,
As I kiss your lips with all my love.
Hoping you return my kiss willingly
Protecting me from being alone.
Your admirer from a distance
That's what I am
I wait for you,
as vulnerable as a lamb.
I long for your passion,
Wrap me in it's sweet hold.
Your arms, they will melt away this lonely cold.
In every poem I've ever written,
I'm always thinking you my love.
And hoping that you are happy,
Even though you are distance from me.
So much love I have to offer you,
You have only but to ask to feel it too.
Please come back to me, the one I once knew,
My Incubus, My dark, sweet one,
Please rescue me soon.
Angie AKA Mydarkest1
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(My Invisible One)
I can hear you whisper to me,
My name you say so sweetly.
I cannot see you,
But I know what you look like.
For in my mind,
I've looked into your intoxicating vampyric blue eyes.
Your hair so long flows wing like in the wind,
It surrounds me, covers me pulling me in.
I've felt your presence while in an astral state.
I lay there and let you hold my hand,
Then I ran my fingers through your hair.
Although I saw you not,
Invisible you lay beside me.
I felt it so real,
This is no mere dream I see.
You are haunting me.
I fear you,
Yet I love you,
For your soul is dark like mine.
I feel as if I have been awaiting you all this time.
Sleeping I've been,
Lost within,
So deep down,
Thought I'd never be found.
I summon thee!
Hear me!
I call out to you!
Find me
I'm sleeping
Still sleeping
Awaken me
Set me free
I wish to become one
In mind ,body,and soul,
I give my heart fully
To my dark one's own heart who waits
For only you
I truly can trust and know
Come to me
I am no longer afraid
Wake my soul
Let me look upon your face
I'm listening so hard
I hear you though faintly in the midst,
Awaitingly I lay ever so still
To hear the words
I will love you and you only all eternity forever
For what good are words that are left unspoken
Yet screaming inside
Never to be heard
My invisible one
When darkness comes
I no longer feel weak.
Take me to where you belong
My heart and soul shall you keep.
Angie AKA Mydarkest1
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