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I never got my shot because the doctors want to make 100000000000000000% sure that I'm not pregnant before they give me the shot.
Other than that Owner got Strep throat over the weekend but he's doing better now.
I only got half my order of pins from Gesshoku. Hopefully they will send out the rest of my pins soon. Then once they are all here I'll send Lobo's pin out. After that we'll go ahead and order the I <3 My Seme field bag which is slightly smaller than Medic bag. Then before I leave I'll have him order the actual I <3 My Seme messenger bag for classes.
I also picked and registered for my fall classes so I'll be going offline most of August to get ready to go back and get ready for classes and get more or less a regular schedule before heading back online.
I also need to start looking for a personal scanner/printer for myself only since I most likely will be writing more papers for my writing class and will need to print them out.
Hopefully by then I'll have all kinds of doodles and drawings to post up. If not then you all have permission to murder me brutally. I'll also be taking back my wacom tablet to use at the college or for Fridays when I have the complete day off. Which I'll prolly be dropping off Hoopla and Chibi for school in the morning for my mom.
I also plan on asking for help in actual fiction writing untill I get to the actual classes that offer fiction writing for that course.
I finally switched out my 16GB HD Zune with Owner and got his 32GB HD Zune which I named aptly Dr Tunah Catfish White ChocoZune. Why am I so god damn fucking obsessed with "ChocoZune"? Honestly I really don't know why. I just am LOL.
I also plan on saving up money to just save it up and hoard it. In addition to hoarding my change, I now have a bank card that's linked to Owner's bank account meaning I'll have money finally. Well for small stuff, like food and maybe a pencil or two from the college bookstore and Dick Blick's of course with the provision that I let Owner know what Im getting and how much I spend.
I guess that's about it for now.
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Now Playing: Rammstein-Engel
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Why?
I thought long and hard about. First thing is first, I want 3 piercings. When I got my snakebites on my birthday it was 108$ for them. I don't know if we would have enough for all 3 of them.
Second reason I might have to get my rings taken out and replaced with studs to allow room for the swelling.
Finally I don't want to get them done and wait the minimum one month period after piercing to go back and have them refit me with a smaller gauge piece of jewelry. Especially since I now know that I will have to be back in California before August 15th.
So instead I'll most likely ask Owner to get me another small bag that says: I <3 My Seme and the Sonic screwdriver pen. Then most likely some time next month I'll have Owner get me a bigger messenger bag style bag that also says: I <3 My Seme.
Mostly because I need a new messenger bag since my last HIM one got obliterated from so much use and my Medic bag wont fit college required books anyways so it works out.
Other than that there's nothing else much going on. I'll be getting my next DEPO shot today. Which I'm really relieved in getting since one my cramps and cysts are under control and two because I dont want any kittens yet.
Blargh I also need to start breaking in my sketchbook and my tablet. Which I'm gonna do once I finish posting lol.
I'm still open for texting buddies. US only since I don't think I have international texting.
OH! I'm also looking for band reccomendations. I'm looking for folk metal or melodic metal. If anyone knows of any please let me know! Thanks.
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Now playing: My Train of Thoughts-Kamelot
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Yeah I had nothing better for a title so sue me.
Truth be told I haven't gone to Totem Tattoo yet. Originally we were supposed to go on Sunday but they were closed and then we were going to go yesterday to at least get a price quote and to at the very least make an appointment to actually get the piercings done. But being me like always I had a really bad reaction to the greasy KFC chicken the night before and then around 3:40pm I went to take a nap and didn't wake up til about 10:25pm.
So hopefully we might go after a quick stop at Wal*Mart to get a package of socks.
Sunday Owner, myself and Dan went to the mall and Owner got me a new pair of shoes. It's literally the first new pair I've gotten in like 10 years. All my other shoes are hand me downs or from the second hand stores. Sad fact of my poor hobo life.
Then we walked from the mall across the way to Hoopla's which is basically like Chuck E Cheese with a bit of Dave & Buster's. Dan wanted to play mini golf but it was full of people and it was 8$ per person so Owner said it would be better to come back during the regular week when no one is there.
After checking out Hoopla's we walked up to Target and got Icee's. We went to Michael's too cuz I wanted a sketch book because I've been hankering to draw. So I got a cool sketchbook that's a sketchbook/journal/Portfolio and I also got an artist inky pen.
Other than that it's been pretty tame here. Waiting for Thursday to get my next shot. Organizing my poems and fiction. I have so many unfinished fics its not funny. I'm thinking about completely rewriting them too. While Owner is at work and while we hang out at Dan's place.
I will also take requests or ideas that you want to see written down. Though I do want to put this out there the majority of my actual fiction is erotic romance or violent stuff from say Saw, Hostel, Texas Chainsaw Massacre, House of 1000 Corpses.
I can do non erotic romance but the rest will most likely have to be a collab since like I said my writing high points are pretty much smut and snuff film kinda stuff. XD
So pretty much thats about it for now.
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Now playing: Novembers Doom - Not The Strong
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I was with Owner at his friend Dan's house. They were out on the porch smoking and drinking, just hanging out and since I can't smoke and I don't like drinking (LE GASP A 22 YEAR OLD WHO DOESNT LIKE DRINKING??!?! BLASPHEMY!) so I stayed inside and I had my netbook with me.
So I did what most bored people do and I put my Zune program on and started writing. I started a Little Mermaid themed fic with a lesbian twist on it. Then I got bored of that and went through some of my older fics that sadly, remained unfinished.
After picking an unfinished fic I began to finish it to the music of The Moon and The Nightspirit, which is a really great band. I love it.
I had written about a page worth of the ending to this particular fic and went to go save it when it told me that it was "READ-ONLY" mode and to save it with a different extension. I save with a .txt and then once it was saved I realized I didnt save it to the FICS folder in My Documents.
This is where I got angry with myself.
Why?
Because I tried going back to look for the file and I cannot find the stupid file and it bugs me because I really liked what I wrote and I doubt I'd be able to rewrite what I had written already.
Anyways today once Owner gets off work we'll be going to Wal*Mart to look for a good pair of shoes, then maybe out to the mall if I can't find anything I like at Wal*Mart.
Then hopefully after that we'll be going to Totem Tattoo and see about getting a placement and price qoute on getting the last three lip piercings I want. Depending on what they say for placement and price we might even get them right there and then. Which would be the best case, worst case I'll be only getting one labret in the middle of my snakebites.
Owner really wants to go ghost hunting tomorrow night but we gotta talk to Dan since he's been to the place before and he'll be driving us so yeah. I'll post more about that once I know what's going on.
Thats it for now.
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Now playing: The Moon And The Nightspirit - Osforras
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I never know what to tell people when I talk about being vampiric. They always expect , someone in black who has weird colored hair. I have a weird mind and while I try to fit in , I always feel like I stand out. I don't always call it vampiric , I have to judge each conversation with care to see what label they are more likely to listen to. Its important that hear what I have to say , and I do like to listen too. Its fun to learn from other people. I have very high energy that tends to confuse people. I get attacked constantly and have learned how to avoid that. I do not deep feed from anyone despite the cravings. I do not enjoy the connection from people I am not connected to deeply and I find they do not like my connection or do not understand. I feed constantly from everything. I have never understood the question of what kind of vampire are you as I get cravings for everything at one time. Managing my mind and emotional state gets tricky at times. I feed from nature and the earth on a constant basis, it balances me and I can alter my emotional mood with certain elements. I have to adjust my diet to get what i need on a physical level and keep my diet natural. Things that are highly cultivated tend to make me very ill. Sugar does not digest well in my system and is avoided as i am addicted. I use different sweetners instead and prefer the taste. Eat what you like as it makes you happy and that is the battle. I feed from people constantly and mix it with elements to keep my emotions calm and level. My mind confuses people deeply. They tend to tell me what I want to know , I did not understand until ...it was too late for most of my relationships.Nor did I understand the anger directed at me. I do not understand emotions of most people and like to sit and feel them to understand. My mind does not have word but only emotional thought and I prefer that. I always say, please say what you mean, or i will answer the question in your mind instead of word. I think part of the not understanding is , its automatic. I do like my mind and would not trade it. I look at the labels and do not see mine ...and then to myself, I dont use them..i am me. So do not ask me what is my label , just get to know me. I am realm, I am not Kin. I am not hate or death. I am one. just one...
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