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I'm debating on going back underground where I belong and leaving the OVC again....
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I'm debating on going back underground where I belong and leaving the OVC again. I have been kicked out of a group and I don't understand for what? I thought I was getting stronger and better but I'm thinking its hopeless anymore. I'm at a loss and what is the point anymore? I have nothing left? Why am I even online anymore? because there is nothing online but now there's nothing at all. TempleUVUP is all I have going for me and it seems to be dying out before it reaches 9 years online. I don't get how? People bitch about me being a whiny little cry baby but I guess I just don't get where people get there ideas I guess no one will ever get me and I don't try to offend people I just don't understand? WTF??? I guess I don't need people and will never understand.  I was doing so well on handling my depression, bipolar (mood swings), my Anxiety, (high blood sugar causes mood swings), OCD, and thyroid condition which I struggle with every day. Its just fucked up it took one certain instance of being labeled as someone who harasses people. I have never harassed anyone and I am back to letting my emotions run my life but I guess that is my curse. I fucking hate being in this human mess!   

 
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