SEX male , female , female in a male body , Bisexual , Lesbian , Metro Sexual , Poly amorous , Pan-sexual
My Relationship Status Single , Soul-bonded , Open Relationship , Poly amorous
My location and IM Central, Ohio ~ Email: theuvup@templeuvup.org, YIM: theuvup, GoogleTalk: theuvup@templeuvup.com, Phone: 740-816-7159
About Me I am Founding Rev. J P Vanir of Vampyrian TempleUVUP (owner) Since Dec. 18th 2003 as well as the lead singer and song writer for Vampyrian Trance.
I was a very active participant of the "Online Vampire Community" since 2000 but lately I have been just focused on my music, TempleUVUP, writing, and stdies though I am somewhat active on a few other sites and networks as well. I am a hybrid Old School Cyber Vampyrian, Gothick-Graver, Spiritual Founding Rev. of Vampyrian TempleUVUP (I DO WEDDINGS), Empath & Proud Phreak in Central, Ohio. I LOVE MUSIC, clubbing, and dancing...
I now consider myself a Spiritual Energy Dancer which means I feed on the energies around me best while dancing. Dancing to me is when I am at my most spiritual state and it is easiest for the energies to come to me. Even listening to music adds in this as well. I now understand that every one of us has our own unique way or method of feeding; this may be why there are so many ways and methods of feeding.
IT'S LIFE THAT I INGEST
LOOKING FOR DONORS, FRIENDS AND VAMPIRES TO ADORE...
LET ME DRINK YOUR ENERGY...
I am starving here in a dead land…
The simple Definition of Vampyr is one who needs energy (LIFE FORCE) because our bodies don’t have enough for our soul as we have a higher energy metabolism. We take it through the blood (some of the life force/soul or human energy is in the blood) or by the taking of it directly if we are strong enough. Most Vampyres are tired and drained when alone but are usually hyper and often have high anxiety; we feel extremely hyper and powerful when around large crowds…
You will like to suffer for me See the light in my eyes Feel the razorblades on your skin See your sparking blood Let me drink your life. Do you like our white skin do you like our eyes Do you want to follow us through the night? You want to go out tonight so you're walking down the street you do not feel the rain on your skin you go to your favorite club you are a hunter in this night. you're dancing to the music you feel the beat you move your body & you feel the hit everybody is looking at you tonight when you're dancing in the light. Look at me I am the mistress of the night see me dancing, see me moving in the light you will never get me as I'm dancing with myself I want you to touch me though I'm a solitary girl. Why did you not see it coming? I pushed your hands to the floor I touched you everywhere tasting your blood on my tongue you're lying naked in the rain. Look at me I am the mistress of the night see me dancing, see me moving in the light you will never get me as I'm dancing with myself I want you to touch me though I'm a solitary girl.
NIN:
I hurt myself today to focus on the pain the only thing that's real what have I become My sweetest friend; I wear my crown of shit on my liar's chair full of broken thoughts I can’t repair. Everyone I know goes away in the end I will let you down & make you hurt…
My Interests are: BLOOD, Vampyres, PAGANISM, Vampyrism, Vampire Erotica, SEKHMET, Industrial, GOTHIC, German EBM, BEAUTIFUL PALE SKIN, INKUBUS SUKKUBUS, Robert Smith, NIN, HERBS - Magick, THE HAMILTONS, QUEEN OF THE DAMNED, PHANTOM OF THE OPERA, DRACULA, PERCUSSION, LAYLA (MY DARK MOTHER), HECATE, FREYA, ANUBUS, SET, DEMON UNDER GLASS, Tim Burtin, Bela Lugosi, Edward Scissorhands, Edgar Allen Poe, Christopher Walken, Rocky Horror Picture Show, Interview With The Vampire, Nightmare Before Christmas, SADISM, SAMHAIN, Halloween, Eyeliner, Gothic Fashion, Synthesizers, SINGING, PERFORMING, David Bowie, Christian Death, BELLA MORTE, Dead Can Dance, Musicals, Safety pins, Buttons, My Scottish German Heritage, Psychic Abilities, Energy, Hearses, UK, Christina Ricci, Sharp objects, Dancing, Norse Celtic Mythology, Cats, JOHNY DEPP, Prince, Necks, Breasts, Tantra, Empathic, Reincarnation, Theology, Lyrics...
MY TOP FAVORITE BANDS ARE: VELVET ACID CHRIST, SISTERS OF MERCY, DANCE OR DIE, INKUBUS SUKKUBUS, THE CURE, SKINNY PUPPY, OLD BLUTENGEL, and SUICIDE COMMANDO. After that I also like: WUMPSCUT, SISTERS OF MERCY, ALIEN VAMPIRES, CombiChrist, Beborn Beton, WOLFSHEIM, Nine Inch Nails, DEAD CAN DANCE, BELLA MORTE, CHRISTIAN DEATH, ALIEN SEX FIEND, THEATRES DES VAMPIRES, SAMHAIN, FLESH FIELD, DAS ICH, DAVID BOWIE, DAS ITCH, MISFTS, Suixie and The Banshees, PRINCE, LONDON AFTER MIDNIGHT, ECT...
I hurt myself today To see if I still feel I focus on the pain The only thing that's real The needle tears a hole The old familiar sting Try to kill it all away But I remember everything What have I become? My sweetest friend Everyone I know Goes away in the end You could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear this crown of shit Upon my liar's chair Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair Beneath the stains of time The feelings disappear You are someone else I am still right here What have I become? My sweetest friend Everyone I know Goes away in the end You could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt If I could start again A million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way...
MUSIC OF THE NIGHT: NIGHT TIME SHARPENS, HIGHTENS EACH SENSATION... DARKNESS STIRS AND WAKES IMAGINATION... SILENTLY THE SENCES ABANDON THERE DEFENCES... SLOWELY, GENTLY NIGHT UNFOLDS ITS SPLENER... GRASP IT, SENCE IT...
TURN YOUR FACE AWAY FROM THE BLINDING LIGHT OF DAY... TURN YOU THOUGHTS AWAY FROM COLD UNFEELING LIGHT... & LISTEN TO THE MUSIC OF THE NIGHT...
& YOU WILL LIVE AS YOU HAVE NEVER LIVED BEFORE... SOFTLY GENTLY, MUSIC SHALL CORES YOU... HEAR IT, FEEL IT, SECRETLY POSSESS YOU... OPEN UP YOUR MIND, LET YOUR FANTASIES UNWIND... IN THIS DARKNESS THAT YOU KNOW YOU CAN FIND... THE DARKNESS OF THE MUSIC OF THE NIGHT...
SO TRY TO TAKE IN THE EXTENT OF MY SIN...
Who I would like to meet Our Goddess Layla, CHRIS POHL of Blutengel, BRYAN ERICKSON of Velvet Acid Christ, Johan van Roy of Suicide Commando, ROBERT SMITH OF THE CURE, & CANDIA OF INKUBUS SUKKUBUS...
real VAMPYRES TO ADORE, DONORS, PAGANS, real GOTHS, PUNKS, & ANYONE INTERESTING OR LIKE MYSELF...
IN DARKNESS MY HEART WAS WON!
You raise my hopes then you raise the odds... You tell me that I dream too much... I don't believe you anymore...I don't believe you...
Never let it be said I was untrue... I never found a home inside of you... Never let it be said I was untrue...
I GAVE YOU ALL MY TIME...
What I consider myself Vampyrian , Vampyr , Other kin , Daimon , Goddess/God , Other , Just ME
My Favorite Movies and TV shows LIFE FORCE - THE HAMILTON'S – MARTIN - DAWN (more realistic vamp movies), THIRST (1979) (At least the Vampires let the humans have pleasure as they feed from them unlike humans as they torture there food; however I do disagree with forced awakening), PHANTOM OF THE OPERA, AVATAR, DRACULA, QUEEN OF THE DAMNED, DRACULA 2000, The PERFECT CREATURE, VAMPYRES, ULTRAVIOLET, NOSFERATU, VAMPIRES, DEMON UNDER GLASS, LEGEND, EDWARD SCISSORHANDS, THE LOST BOYS, INTERVIEW THE VAMPIRE, CANADIAN BACON, ED WOOD FILMS, THE DARK HALF, POWDER, THE ADDAMS FAMILY, THE ADDICTION, THE ROCKY HORROR PICTURE SHOW, CORPSE BRIDE, NIGHTMARE BEFORE CHRISTMAS, VAMPIRE JOURNALS, V FOR VENDETTA, VAMPIRE INTERVIEWS, the ADDICTION, DOGMA, CLERKS (both), BILLY MADISON, WHITE ZOMBIE, SID and NANCY, ALMOST ANYTHING BY MICHEAL MOORE, CRADLE OF FEAR, EMBRACE OF THE VAMPIRE, THE JERK, SOUTH PARK THE MOVIE, PURPLE RAIN, ECT...
TELEVISION:
I DON’T LIKE MANY NEW SHOWS. I LIKED ANGEL, FOREVER KNIGHT, GATES, BLOOD TIES, and the ADDAMS FAMILY. Only things new I like are I DON’T LIKE MANY NEW shows the only things new I like now are TRUE BLOOD, LOST GIRL, Supernatural, SOUTH PARK, THE SIMPSONS, and FAMILY GUY...
I read most stuff ON VAMPIRISM, PAGANISM, CULTURES, and BELIEFS. Vampires among us, Psychic Vampire Codex, Vampire Ritual Book, Books By Michael W. Ford, the Satanic Bible, the Gnostic Bible, Paganism and Witcraft for dummies. I LOVE TO LEARN ABOUT NEW BELIEFS AND CULTURES...
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