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Well heres my first blog 

My journey is turning out to be easier then I expected, my research has brought me to the same conclusion though and I have to just let it be, I try to heard to be like everyone ales around me and yet I am not. I am not one to be down about my condition or even have a bad view on it but at times it is very controlling like it's trying to come out at me and eat me or take me. But I am not going to let it, I know I have my moments like everyone ales and that I am just felling the energy of the world going to hell but really do I have to keep felling the same way every time I'm trying to way things out in my head? I know I always come out in the end fine and at these moments I need my donor more often but really do I need the headaches and sensitivity to light do I? GEE!I never asked for this, if I did why would I really? I think it's just one of those days and I wished at times I would wake up and it would all be different but why do that when it's not.

I am going to let it be and by righting it here in my first blog it's going to be okay.    

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