I am rather pissed at the so called "Vampire" community. I have tried to find my true path since puberty through several "communities" be it Christian, Goth, Pagan, raver, Satanism, Vampire what have you and they are full of hypocrites and bull shit! I suppose it is like that everywhere. So I now have decided to say to hell with the labels and be your own community of ONE. 

This has been the past months from hell! We had a serious stupid issue in chat that was not because of me directed towards me but of course it is my fault she was suspended then decided to leave and that was just an small start of hell month for me. I am not going to deny the mistakes I have made in the past but to bring it up many years later (5-6 then one small one months ago witch I am fixing as well as apologized for), claim me Sin Nomine (only 5 houses or maybe 20 according to Zaar out of 250 known houses/ temples/ covens) not to mention outcast me public ally in the Vampire community news. This issue has cause chaos all over and the stress had me insane smoking 2 - 3 cloves in one day as apposed to one in one or sometimes two days. Not to mention they just so happen to proclaim a vampire justice system in dumbass wraiths blood bank witch I was baned from for no reason the second I joined it as well as the Vampire Information Exchange on drama book because of the Sin Nomine. 

Then to top it off I have been stabbed in the back repeatedly by so called friends! I tried to come back to the community after the crap started months ago because I really want to believe this is the community for me as I thought Vampires where my kin but I guess its like they say you can't pick you blood/kin but you can pick your true friends and family! Still I often seem to make mistakes there choosing my associates, those I try to help, my friends, and who I trust just to get stabbed in the back and brought down with them or because of them - what they do. I AM VAMPYRIAN and that is it and will no longer claim this so called "Vampire" community as my community! I will try to help who I can but try to keep a wall up as to not get hurt again. The ONLY family have is my offline blood/family, the few friends who have shown me they deserve my trust as well as those who have been true friends to me, and my Vampyrian TempleUVUP family. That is all...